starting to wonder.yea,thats right.. LEE JINGYING is starting to crack herbrain and kill some cells of hers to think,to wonder over.what is the real her ? am i really that girl who only smilesand carries on with life with her vulgarities when she fees like it.or then normal girl who helps out house chores at home and no vulgarities. yea whats wrong ? parents saying i haveattitude problems.. yea,i dont answer back like for nothingi dont ! then whats the issue now ? i cant go out whenever iwant,FINE thats fine alrights.. im like a criminalat home.. most of the times,they are good parents but i dont find any problems with myself at all..when being scolded,silence means we are in wrond ?yea,rights.. when we answer back to get back justice..they scol and say when i scold you.just keep quiet and learn from mistakes.. WHAT THE HECK ! yea,thats thephrase !whatever whatever.. they tend to think that our age nowis always rebellous.. not true la.. always compare own children withothers.. yea yea yea.. at very least in future i wont !this only cause some unbalance in a innocent child'sheart..giving in to younger.. yeah always giving in..everything has a limit ! it does.. they complain we get it..we complain both get it.. **** when i say its unfair.. they saynothing in the world is fair.. what is unfair you tell me..if i look on the bright side,i'll just firget all this.but when i lok at the dark side.. yea my life kinda sucks..I LOVE MY SCHOOL AND FREINDS !! i miss them.. everyone is changing everything is.. the whole worldis spiinning non stop. trust * this word.. too much trustonly gets you more disapointed.. yea,its indeed very true.but im stupid casue i do not know how to stop puttingtrust in someone.. disapointed in myself..someone told me.. friends dont last forever.only family will.i know that i know that ! but i just want to be the naive me..i want tohave true friends !! i believe there is !!haha.. think about it pple.. which is the real JINGYING ?haha.. THE GIRL WHO SMILES AND LAUGHS ? OR THE GIRL WHO YOU NEVER KNEW ?
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