harlow pple :)its been long enough i blogged..my com internet connection got prob again.. now i blogg also duno when is the next time i can blog again le.. zz , alot things happen la.. how can nothing happen for one whole week de ? but this week REALLY is alot alot alot alot things la.. write 3 foolscap also not enough la.. hais ~ yea so erms .. i also duno how to start.. well i really missed blogging anyways , cause so many dayys cannot use com.. yeap , this whole week is my common test la.. andand monday is english denchinese den ssh den maths and lastly chem.. its really like .. cant concerntrate la.. pple do paper used up all the time but me leh ? i do till 8.3o i dunwan do le.. i go sleep. i really very tired lo.. did breakdown alot of times ..INFRONT OF MY FRENS ~ i simply cant believe dat i actually did that la.. i nver wanted to.. not now not ever.. but i cudnt control.. frens out there , i knowyou guys care alot for me.. i understand la.. but i duno what to do.. not i dunwan to sayy , okay maybe is la..is i dont like to express myself la.. i love to keep things to myself.. really ~ i duno la.. i dont wish any of you to worry over me.. and aiyah , its just alot of things.. i cant find the real me this days.. i dont even know who am i.im doing my best le.. i know i this days got PS jovina and penguin for celia and witaya they all.. but , i got self-consious.i dont feel good la.. i noe you all sayy dont mind but i MIND !can dont hide from me anymore ? i alreadyy got alot probsle.. i dont want to lose this friendship.. im someone who doesnt know how to express my feelings actually.. forgive me , will you ? i wanted so much to pull celia in with us to be one of us..but i can tell.. i noe you feel extra with you all and you two feel the same. dont tell me its okay whe you guys dunwan can ? cause i understand the three of you im the middle person.i want to lose neither side of you.. im serious , hais ~ let me know how you guys feel cann ?so many of my frens sad , den i wanted to cheer them up but like that.. i feel very useless lo..zzz , and can "you" dont like reply such msgs.. aiyah , i dont know la.. makes me feel very unimportant. okay la , really alot things lo.. yeap ,so talk about some happy things.. bedok south came to our school for friendly match on wednesday lo , we win them (:butwe're still good friends.. cause bds and tps are on good terms de ma.. and not to forget springfeild at all.. and im changing my blogskin very soon. now onlyywaiting for time to pass.dear celia went to bed again.. haha xD signing off--l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 3/31/2007 10:32:00 AM