harlow pple :)so many days nver update le ~ sadded case.. yea, so holidays finally here ! :DD todayy got back report card, thot i was gonna do damn badly & gonna get hanged to death already, but i only failed one subject.. well, my marks aint that good. not contented not satisfied.. will strive hard for the END OF YEAR (: cant go out with brothers & sisters these days, my cousins are here to stay cause their parents went overseas till wednesday then they go back.. & im gonna do my IC on wednesday.. with vann, jz, mal & penguin lo.. others all go sec 2 camp.. actually i wanna go but mr fathul told me that i can only noe the answer on wednesday, please !~ i cant la, din i said that already.. its like ARGHS . so i made the choice in the end & im staying home ! sians, so many things happened.. hate it ! hais, everyone so sadd now. same like me uh ? why must we get into relationship at this age, cant we just study & get over it.. damn !~ see all my brothers & frens sufffering in it, like me.. hate it hate it ! well, everyone out ther.. this is what i think : if you love that someone, you'll respect what he/she decides to do. you wud rather be the one sufferring than leting him/her suffer with you. sometimes, its not you cannot forget or do that particular thing, its just whether you want or not. & im sure, we can control our own feelings. love is always selfish, we dont usually get everythng we wanted & its always the opposite. & thanks to you, im feeling pathetic for being like this & not being able to help my frens out when they're feeling real down. running away dont help, wont you just think for me ?! & anyways, my DEAR BROTHERS & SISTERS.. please please please dont worry, i'll be fine like you guys ^^ i just wanna rest this few days.. thanks for your concern, much love given & appreciated (:MY DEAR ERZI, please study hard. you're not stupid at all & you shud noe how you got yourself into this state. no one wants you to retain or anything. you usd to be cleverer than me, isn't it ? you usd to compare marks with me, what about now then ? no matter im the one who changed or issit you, i'll stand by you. dont keep saying i forget you cause i've nver ever done that. jealousy,its what you have & waht about me ? i do too. think wisely, lets not spoil this frenship or whatever between us cause you MUST noe i'll nver erase you in my dictionary. if you trat me as your mummy, well thats what you wanted in the first place (:, PLEASE ! study for the sake of yourself & not anyone else. dont throw your future away just because of that matter alright ? stop rotting, will you ? perhaps i wont be the one whose the most important to you anymore but bear in mind, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE THAT KENNETH LEE I KNOW ALL THIS TIME IN MY LIFE. (:
signing off--l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 5/25/2007 04:34:00 PM