Jingying, loving me for decades? ♥

Tuesday, June 05, 2007 ♥.

HEY PEEPS (:

ytd got netball carnival, very long 8am to 6pm. got bedok south, springfeild & bedok north.. then aching all over, and i sprained my ankle =X very pain la, but i chiong for last two matches still but then cannot run very fast. sadded =/ then i went home le my ankle abit swollen, then tmrr still got training duno how liao. but i think i'll still be going de la (: unless very very painful den i might think to stay home. && im talking to ah bah now over the pone, she told me that i was talking to the spirit of hers and she trying to be funny with me la kay !! haha xDD then tmrr she going to bintan for NP de ba.. friday then come back. sianned !~ friday i also got training,, zz ~ but i like it ! ^^ just worried over the recovery of my ankle. siannns ~ nvmnvm can de la (: mummy bdae coming liao, must quickly go buy present. xP haha, yeaps.. i dont wanna care about outside world. i shall only care for pple in zhuai family && ah bah & jessica. hmms, living in the world of what i can only control myself cause im tired of being controlled already. pple who can control me is only my parents (: && zhuai family ~ ahbah,, jessica ~ so outside pple say de thing i one ear in one ear out. thats it. i hate being malign for what i've not done, so whoever said that.. must think properly kay. believe me or not,, like me or not. whatever la , i dont bother.. font believe me then fcuk off,dont just kep on saying. cause i am who am i.. & i hate pple who say things i did not do.. so its me ! whatever kay, you're not the one who is utterly dissapointed cause im was totally dissapointed and i've no words to say already. dont use so much excuses to cover yourself up, what i really want to say was nver said to you cause i wont say.

-说了也没有用，只不过你所说的话，只是在帮你自己找理由。不要再说你很伤心，因为你不可能会比我还要还要惨。我也不需要你来可怜我，现在不是，以后也不是。因为我根本没什么好可怜的，你还是好好的想一想。我一定会比你过的还要好！我时在是为你感到遗憾，因为我完全无法想象你就是这个样子的。原谅我一直以来的自私，因为我不能和别人一样，我做不到。

signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a

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Left @ 6/05/2007 01:38:00 PM