HEY PEEPS (:


IM BACK !
wahaha, told you i'll be fine (:
was kinda lazy to update stuffs.
butbut no worries, cause im back !

today's tcher's day
things were fine, okayokay la.
went back to gongshang,
felt very bored. but i met up with march.
then saw churong erikel yanqing and others.
they changed so much alrd.
all become so matture ! (:
and mrs woon gave us a hug each xD

things were okay, going fine.
needa buckup on my studies alrd.
zzz, i wanna work hard for JC !
i want to work hard alrd..

everyday got pple come and kp me !
arghs* i damn angry la can ?!
whatever ~


signing off--
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PPLE OUT THER (:


thanks for your concern, no more worries okayy ?
i know even if i smile its fake.
i will be fine, put it on a positive side alrights ?
he can now find his real happiness alrd,
isn't that something good and be happy about ?
relationships are like this, comes and go.
perhaps i've not yet learnt to let go,
thats why its painful, that it hurt badly.
but this is life, it wont always go fair for everyone of us.
just wanting him to know,
i dont wanna run away from anything.
even if i have to face it alone.
the feeling had nver fade,
only that the distance drifted.
its not his fault, not mine either.
dont say anything or make any opinions about him,
cause i know he done no wrong.
simply, i'll be fine soon & back to posting (:

LOVE YOU GUYS ^^

NOT A GOOD DAY.
but a smile is her initial (:
it doesn't even matter anymore how she actually smiled.
the goodbye love to him, for his happiness.
its worth it and she believe so. (:
such a fcuker aint worth anyone's care.
din know it'll hurt so much.
that fcuker thot it'll be over soon.
and she was wrong, she'll nver find it back AGAIN.
thanks to herself, nothing was left (:
his freedom, his choice.
THE LOVE DECISON HE MADE.
all the best boy :D
the forever loser in love, she'll nver make it.
dont try to console her, it wont help.
thou she hates the excuse TIME..
but she's wiiling to give it a shot this time.
thanks for pple who were ther.

HEY PPLE (:


today went to do chinese nppa.
at jovina's house. it was hard (:
butbut it was enjoying ba.. ?

zzz, tmrr got the netball thingy alrd liao.
sians ~ abit bored lors..
tmrr meeting early ba ? hahs..
wish us luck then :D

okay duno what else to say.
goodgood ^^
TAKECARE (:


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HEY PEEPS (:


ytd had training, quite tired.
wanted to wish jinan happy birthday at 12 midnight.
but wasn't able to make it =XX
SO, HAPPE BIRTHDAY JINAN :D
hope you'll be happy & find your pretty ladyy soon ^^

today, went to seoul garden after our art class.
to celebrate my TWO BROTHERS BIRTHDAY !
freaking cool la, same birthday.
its on sunday but no time to celebrate.
so, today celebrate lors (:

saturday coming so soon.
kinda bored alrd, the schols all so strong.
hais, die die le ba ? but STIILLLLL .
we're wiiling to try hard (:

my jiemei injured her leg.
i hope she'll recover soon (:
okayokay, i duno what else to say alrd le..



WAHAHA :D

crazy bitches ! xP

my one big family is back (:

the TWO NEHS xD

my crazy sisters.

ah neh mad it for ME :D

while she EMOS, i tried to be RETARDED !

smile pple !

THE TWO DUMBDUMB TWINS BIRTHDAY !


AND LASTLY, THE THREE KUKU DUMBS (:


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HEY PEEPS (:


today's fine actually.
nothing much, but seriously im freaking bored
over training today manns ! arghs*
duno why, dont wanna explain either.

today's maths lesson was okay la.
ms wong's mood was really HIGH !
yuxuan brendon kept saying to her that....
"you know pink is cute, is hot, is sexy '
cause she was wearing a pink top today.
and then she secretly laugh, kena caught by us. !
wahahaha :D

tmrr no art, but guess needa do IPW ??
zzz, im getting so bored.
hate it hate it ! no much time for us.

just realized,
that i only had 3 hours of sleep previously.
not really tired but then today seems boring.
cause talk to witaya.

AND I HATE BOA ! seriously....
THIS PART IS FOR HIM TO READ ~
I DISLIKE BOA, I DONT LIKE HER !
ARGHS* cause of her you scold me.
then say !%#!#%$? to me.
walauu, damn sad la.. taaamaaadeee !
i hate her laaaaaaaaaa !

okay, so many pple birthday coming alrd.
gonna get POK real soon ~
zzz, no money lohs.. needa save !
and money's hard to save can.

TAKECARE PPLE (:


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HEY PPLE (:


today went to do IPW project work.
well, it was harder than we expect.
bored, we had a hard time planning and videoing it out.
then everytime have probb. the video cant read.
irritating !~

early in the morning, wokeup at 8am.
met jovina bfore going to ah bah house.
then came yuxuan around 10 ?
and followed by penguin..

no time to finish everything.
hais, still got chinese nppa haven do.
BORED ! and the dateline's coming alrd.
haven done my vocab, guess i will do so later.

yeapps, tmrr shud be meeting sixian in the morning.
thers training tmrr, GREAT ! (:
but then.. coach's coming, duno what'll we gonna do.
medicine ball, good luck to everyone.
learn to love it NETBALLERS :D

took some photos, and while acting out.
we looked so ELDDS ~
hahs (: enjoyeddd todayy !

hope to finish up everything soon.
holidays coming, but i guess it wont be like holiday ba ?
everything's alrd packedup. exams comingggg ~

EVERYONE WORK HARD KAY (:

HEY PEEPS (:


ytd had badminton intergames.
last game alrd, yeapps (:
we won ! so happy la, for everyone did a great job.
but to be frank, i wasn't happy with myself.
cause i knew i sucked that day. damns*

this intergames, brought many mixed feelings.
the fairness of the games, the victory, the comunication.
many many many things.
i felt, it was worth it (: i made new frens.
cause everything changed my thinking.
learnt new things. i appreciated this opportunity.

ytd boss talked sense into me.
taught me new stuffs i guess ?
and then im so gandongg till wanna cry.
must thank my only boss for being so nice (:

today's lesson was really slackkkkk.
practically, doing nothing.
seriously very bored ~

PE lesson all classes had a change of tchers.
so good what, now we're playing badminton (:
my interest in badminton is back.
im learning how to 'really' play badminton alrd.
thanks to all my classmates who coached me !
kenneth also got teach me, yuxuan's gonna teach me too.
jiankai my coach today uh ! :D

yeaps, time flyyyyyy !
so fast, we gonna go for the netball thingy on next saturday.
hope to enjoy & gain experience.
we're all so excited over it, simply cant wait !

im loving trainings and badminton.
im doing my best (:
i hope everyone will also do so and not giveup.
have confidence and you need not care about others :D
( quote from my boss )



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HEY PEEPS (:


guess alrd a number of days din update le.
sorry guys, was busy & tired ~

ytd was okay, played badminton.
against topaz, its okay that we lose (:
yeaps, and then continued playing till 6plus near 7.
released so much stress ! so funn.
ahahs, and then i told my mum
'every friday i wanna go and play badminton'
surprisingly, she allowed in the end.

oh whatever, todays' not a good day.
went for the what leadership workshop.
was alone, so lonely ~ ZZZ
went with faris & izwan.
and we were lost -.-
overshot the bustopps by many many !
obviously, late for the thingy.
it started at 2.30 and we're ther at 3.

the thing was boring, but made a number of new frens.
the soonkueh ther was nice xP
frens ther kept saying i look like their fren
or cousin or whatever. i din noe la.
they were crazy like me, ahas :D
but i wasn't so crazy with them today =X

yeapps, AND I MISS TRAINING !
i cant stand it, i wanna go trg one lohs.
nvm, tmrr can play badminton.
gona play till late late again for sure (:

takecare peeps ! :D


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HEY PEEPS (:


afew days nver update.
sians, at home nothing much to do also.
HAVEN FINISH MY CROSS STITCH !
HATE IT MANN.

so long nver talk over the pone.
then ytd talk, today also talk.
yingxiu & sixian got some probs.
but now okayy le ba i guess ?

sometimes ,, somethings.
are hard to tell,, hard to say.
why do pple wanna do so many things.
why will backstabb ?
why will kp ?
why will gl ?
why will pengwei ?
why will flirt ?

just wondering.
those pple when they do such things,
dont they feel anything ?
when you backstabb, wont you feel bad ?
how come.. duno why, it just rush thru my mind.
guess im thinking too much once again.

if only i cud get the answers..
then i'll know why the world's turning like this.
nothing stays forever
someone came across this sentence to me today again.
hahs, but i still believe miracles.
perhaps im being naive OR being stubborn.
but i dont wanna lose to fate (:

BIG GIRLS DONT CRY :D


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HEY PEEPS (:


todays' one fine day.
kept home till now, but...
guess will be out later ba ?

haven finished my cross stitching.
not even half is successfully done.
by monday, i doubt so ?

starting to wonder whens exams gonna get started.
i've not been learning anything.
it worries me alot alot.
ESPECIALLY MY SCIENCE !
partly dead ;

everyday's packed.
next week also the same.
trainings, art lessons, intergames.
tired but im enjoying it still.

i wanna learn MATHS !
when can ms wong ever gonna think properly ?!
im not even giving up, i even gave her face.
but what the hell does she wants ? arghs*

I MISS HIM ;
miss school, miss trainings, miss ms chong !
whats going on ? im determined to study hard alrd.
soon enough i believe.


signing off--
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HEY PEEPS (:


ytd din update, sorry =X
ytd school was really lame and boring.
i believe almost half of the pple din turn up.

aft school, went for lunch and..
to sports hall to play badminton.
yeaps, thanks pple who taught me and train me.
despite im like giving up.
hahs, learnt something at least.

ytd night talking over the phone.
stupid witaya and delwin la !
talk about THOSE THINGS..
i dont dare to sleep in the end.
REALLY dont dare ~
hais, slept at 5plus in the morning.
so tired ~ !!!!

today parents' not working.brought us out.
went to bowl and then play pool :D
was happy today ^^

LOVE EVERYONE WHO MAKES ME HAPPY :D


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HEY PEEPS (:


today was soso :D
but happy in the ending part.

maths lesson was so damn SUCKY.
wth wth wth ! hate her manns.
arghs, i think almost half of the class knows whyba.
dont needa say anymore.
she is freaking crapp.

intergames bball.
i told you AMETHYST will win de lo (:
hees, yea manns :D
everyone was great today.
lucky thing, witaya and delwin came.
then got enough pple to play ^^

tmrr's gonna celebrating national day.
tampines TURNS RED -.-
oh so sian. 5 days holidays.
good or bad ?
hope can go out ba.

TAKECARE PPLE :D


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HEY PEEPS (:


today's weather sucks.
TOTALLY !
training, wasnt that tough..
but because of the weather, training seems so tiring.

hais, feel so guilty over something.
im gonna admit it to the person !
cause MUST BE i hear wrongly eh ?
yeapps, dont want end up im the bad one again.

nowadays, keep crying.
hate it like hell !
i duno how to explain.
family problems la.
and some other things.
thinking a thousands for everything.
guess i'll go mad if i continue to do so eh ?

hope i'll be fine soon.
everything shall be like normal again.
i dont want to have any problems.
perhaps it'll be impossible.
but still, i'll try hard.

tmrr got bball inter games.
AMETHYST VS RUBY .
amethyst shall win ! :D
today quarreled with khai over the intergames.
actually i only dont want ruby to win only.
not he keep saying what sapphire sure win.
like lame luh ! arghs*
stupiiiiid khai, doesn't mean he my bro means
can like that luh ! i dont care ah .

needa do my art alrd.
maths class was horrible today.
TAKECARE PPLE (:


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HEY PEEPS (:


today stayed home.
only one at home, talked over phone ?
homework still got quite a number.
haven finished doing it.
i can only say 'ZZZZZZ'

ytd night talked to valerie.
yeaps, just talk about (:
ytd around one plus then sleep.
so sian, woke up at eight plus.
cause duno which idiot called my house !?

still got art, maths, bio test.
DEAD ALREADY !
hate it manns.

mms, i dont like weekends.
except that i can sleep later to replenish myself.
duno what else can i do.
want go die liao la.
i'd rather keep myself occupied all day.

tmrr's monday, coach coming.
dear netballers have to train with medicine balls.
ahahs, GOOD LUCK :D
hope tmrr's training wont be so tough.

wonder how ms wong shall teach tmrr.
oh whatever, i dont care.
hope she'll do fine, so perhaps i can learn ?

vann go edit my photos.
yeaps, thanks ah neh ! ^^


:D


I WONT CRY :D


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HEY PEEPS (:


went out today.
got so much photos , yeaps (:
mood today was half good half bad.
cause sad la, then after that im fine alrd.

nowadays, so afraid of something.
really afraid, i've feared all along.
i duno when i can get over it.
sorry to make my frens worried,
din meant to. IM SORRY !

today went to support tchers at TPJC
then later on went to tmart meet up with jiong.
cause he just finish working.
then eat at mac luh, talked with kee hou.
then headed to BEDOK RESERVIOR
and slack ther luh.
talked out what i wanted to.
of course cried la.

but i feel so much better (:
im okayy alrd ! :D
hope everything will be fine soon.

witaya dont wanna work alrd.
said he wanted to concentrate on studies.
happy to hear that ! :D
but then... cant quit ba ?
so, now only work 2 days i guess (:

inter games bball.
is on tuesday (:
yeapps, will be ther ba.

badminton next game.
think with topaz ba ?
mms, hope to do our best.
win or lose, doesn't matter much alrd.

how can you have an everlasting love ?
i once said ' giving in'
but alot pple told me, you cant always be giving in.
i've yet to get the answer.
who can be the one to tell me ?

perhaps, so farr...
i only hear ms chong telling me that.
'nothing stays forever'
i understand but i said i duno what shes talking about.
cause i dont care, i dont want.
i dont wanna take those words of hers.
i know and very clear what she meant.
but i choose to put it aside first alrights ?

i dont wish for anything.
only thing, is him to be happy.
watched him so tired.
watched him moody.
i duno what can i do to make him feel better.
and i feel so useless.
when can i ever do something,
to let him know how impt is he ?

recently quite emo uh ?
sorry pple, BUT IM REALLY FINE :D



crazy pple ! SO GAYYYYYYYY ~


see, he so cuteee (:

netball !

hahs.

nice hor ?




siao zhar bors.

HAPPY :D

crazyyy

smile ~

having fun.

yea, im tall ! :D

STYLE LAAAAA

ah nehh so tall.



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HEY PEEPS (:


today was okay.
yeaps, had pe and we played bball.
play full court too ! so fun la xD

ms chong's last day.
cant help to say, look at the class today !
it simply sucks.
no one's listening.
imagine if hua swee and his group of frens.
they're not even listening, how can you expect the others to do so ?
oh whatever, thou we know that we're the ones losing out.
but it cant be helped. seriously.
we're gonna die in maths. hais ~

aft school went to buy something.
aloy and jovina went home to get rackets.
jiong and peng went to KFC to eat.
then we meet up tgt.
went to sports hall tgt :D

played badminton.
learning hard, real hard.
after all jiankai's a nice guy.
aren't that bad aft all.
im no the only one who thinks so okay !
he sounds so mature la.

uhuh, tmrr going to TPJC.
ms chong and ms lee ms kaur and other tchers.
their playing netball with other pple.
so, we're going to support them.


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HEY PEEPS (:


today was not very good.
but still..... okay la (: yeapps.
beginning part was bad, really bad.
but the later part was good :D

today kena to office AGAIN.
one whole group. felt like killing ms shanthi.
@##% manns ! this is our first time, but...
she go say alot of times alrd to OM .
crapps la, not like as if we're later for half an hour.
we're only late for 5 mins. we din hear the bell !
arghs* i know the tchers tinks we're crapping.
but its true, oh whatever.

hear mr neo's stories, hear mr hafiz lectures.
so much so much ~
hais, dont know what to say.
then ms kaur saw us, kena scolded again ):
hais ~ then we all became very ^*#@#!
cause, our bio cher walked passs.
she not happy us one, we also.
aiyah duno la, she damn happy that we're being punished.
look at the way she smiled, freaks me out !
ahhhhh gonna go mad !

how am i ever gonna survive in this school ?
hell manns. sucks la this school.
im not the only one who thinks so.
its obvious enough ! hate it.

well, for badminton.
we almost win, i gueesed everyone's too stressed up.
its okay, we'll all be beter the next round.
at first, it was only a game to me.
now its not, not just a simple game.
thats why we're fighting so hard.
i cant say why, but...
its not just any games that come and go.
we will work hard (:

today is a happy day or not ?
i duno how to say.
neither will i do so.
TAKECARE PPLE :D


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HEY PEEPS (:


feelingvery low today.
today kinda sucks, oh whatever.
ankle pain like hell, but i told my frens its okay.
and i shall continue, thou i kena scolded all the way.
well, of course for being stubborn.

tchers played with us.
fun but i kena push, ankle pain la !
nvm its okay (: saturday the tchers got match.
i shall be ther to watch them play i guess.

today bball intergames.
got unhappiness ba ? i not so sure.
well, their gonna have another rematch for all.
so its fair enough i guess. on friday, i'll be ther.
hope amethyst will jia you !

got injuries through out the match.
think jinan make till hand ?
khai muscle cramp ?
and witaya fell. arghs*
freaking violent, but its bball. cant help it.

was feeling low due to something else.
i duno whats happening. but my own fault i guess.
blame it all on me. fcuked up girl uh.
sorry to cause your unhappiness,
but i've said my piece, whatever i cant help it.

ms chong really gonna leave alrd.
very very soon.
she gave us a letter, a farewell letter i shud say.
look how our class read the letter
from the computer lab to class.

TMRR GOT BADMINTON INTER GAMES.
hope ther wont be any more unhappiness.
yeaps, all the best pple.

TAKECARE PEEPS, HAVE AN EARLY NIGHT !


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