Wednesday, October 31, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
today training was kinda tough.
okayokay la , but abit frustratinng!
next week needa do trg at stadium.
coach still say to me that it will be very fun.
-.- liar de luhs! i see everywher , no wher
that i see that its fun at all!
my muscle ache & kneecap really hurting alot.
damnns , hate it alott manns.
you pple -/
okay , i only feel that both were wrong.
i know words are harsh , i duno what to do to settle this.
but its between both of you. all are important pple to me.
i dont wish to see any of you all's frenship turned sour.
im confused actually , over the phone. i dont like to hear
pple cry , i feel very lost. all i hope is , you guys wud be fine.
i tried my best alrd , not having any bias feelings.
but as someone who is in the middle. i hope both of you will
change the attitude towards each other. dont turn any of
our frenship sour , its hard to know someonein this world.
& even harder to keep someone by you as a great fren.
so , its just fate that we know each other. hope everything
will turn out fine soon! no bias feelings to all of you pple.
so please , thinkk carefully for all this frenships. dont throw it away.
; doesn't matter how far i'll go.
it wont change the fact that it was once ,
being done like this way before.
i love you la! ;DD
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
today training was kinda tough.
okayokay la , but abit frustratinng!
next week needa do trg at stadium.
coach still say to me that it will be very fun.
-.- liar de luhs! i see everywher , no wher
that i see that its fun at all!
my muscle ache & kneecap really hurting alot.
damnns , hate it alott manns.
you pple -/
okay , i only feel that both were wrong.
i know words are harsh , i duno what to do to settle this.
but its between both of you. all are important pple to me.
i dont wish to see any of you all's frenship turned sour.
im confused actually , over the phone. i dont like to hear
pple cry , i feel very lost. all i hope is , you guys wud be fine.
i tried my best alrd , not having any bias feelings.
but as someone who is in the middle. i hope both of you will
change the attitude towards each other. dont turn any of
our frenship sour , its hard to know someonein this world.
& even harder to keep someone by you as a great fren.
so , its just fate that we know each other. hope everything
will turn out fine soon! no bias feelings to all of you pple.
so please , thinkk carefully for all this frenships. dont throw it away.
; doesn't matter how far i'll go.
it wont change the fact that it was once ,
being done like this way before.
i love you la! ;DD
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
--
Left @ 10/31/2007 08:36:00 PM
Left @ 10/31/2007 08:36:00 PM
♥.
oHEY PEEPS (:
yesterday /-
went out at around 9 plus to meet valerie & penguin at mac.
set off to buy ingredients to prepare,especially......
JIONG'S FAV BANANA ESSENCE !~ ( wahaha , yucks! )
took cab to valerie's house ,then started.
realized ther wasn't enough things. we shot off some.
went doen to the nearby shop & save / market to buy.
it then started pouring damn heavily!
no umbrella , okay thats my fault , i said no need.
then valerie said just will get abit drenched.
we said okay , then the two traffic lights were damn far.
duno why ,the rain suddenly poured veryvery heavily!
but we ran , then this madd valerie ran with her slippers,
which keep on dropping out , we cant help laughing~
when we reached the sheltered place , we were like idiots!
okay , indeed we're. wet from head to toe la! -.-
then jovina came , continued working super hard.
then later bathed & set off to aloy house at around 4.
called pizza , then we brught out the cake!
the one which we planned alrd (: jiong had to use
his mouth to find & take out the 5 candles that were hidden
in the cake , the main point is.. cause ther were banana smelll!
inside got watermelonns too. wahaha , obviously he had his face down ~
then like that lorr , hahas had fun manns! oh yeayea , not forgetting
those magic candles that cant be blown out! haha , my birthday that time
used this to disturb me! nows every other's turn! ;DD
by the way , jiong hates fruits , eps BANANA! ^^
today got trg again! hope it'll be fine.
but kneecap damn pain & muscle ache.
madddd mannns & womennnnnns. siaooo !
work harder jingying! ;DD
its super nice lorr! ^^ I MADE THEM ~
BIRTHDY BOY ! ;D
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
yesterday /-
went out at around 9 plus to meet valerie & penguin at mac.
set off to buy ingredients to prepare,especially......
JIONG'S FAV BANANA ESSENCE !~ ( wahaha , yucks! )
took cab to valerie's house ,then started.
realized ther wasn't enough things. we shot off some.
went doen to the nearby shop & save / market to buy.
it then started pouring damn heavily!
no umbrella , okay thats my fault , i said no need.
then valerie said just will get abit drenched.
we said okay , then the two traffic lights were damn far.
duno why ,the rain suddenly poured veryvery heavily!
but we ran , then this madd valerie ran with her slippers,
which keep on dropping out , we cant help laughing~
when we reached the sheltered place , we were like idiots!
okay , indeed we're. wet from head to toe la! -.-
then jovina came , continued working super hard.
then later bathed & set off to aloy house at around 4.
called pizza , then we brught out the cake!
the one which we planned alrd (: jiong had to use
his mouth to find & take out the 5 candles that were hidden
in the cake , the main point is.. cause ther were banana smelll!
inside got watermelonns too. wahaha , obviously he had his face down ~
then like that lorr , hahas had fun manns! oh yeayea , not forgetting
those magic candles that cant be blown out! haha , my birthday that time
used this to disturb me! nows every other's turn! ;DD
by the way , jiong hates fruits , eps BANANA! ^^
today got trg again! hope it'll be fine.
but kneecap damn pain & muscle ache.
madddd mannns & womennnnnns. siaooo !
work harder jingying! ;DD
its super nice lorr! ^^ I MADE THEM ~
BIRTHDY BOY ! ;D
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
--
Left @ 10/31/2007 09:09:00 AM
Left @ 10/31/2007 09:09:00 AM
Monday, October 29, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
trg was not as bad as expected.
but not that good aft all , coach's mood wasn't good.
rained & trained , now i got abit fever liaos! zzz
so long nver fall sick le la can?! arghs*
rained & we needa run staircase , firstly..
my leg esp my kneecap is weak enough!
then go run the stupid staircase , kneecap think got prob.
haii shit manns , damn pain la! both leg somemore!
damnns , i now like useless liao la. ahhhhhhhh !!!~
tmrr gonna celebrate jiong birthday alrd! :DD
yeays , hope it'll be VERY FUN for him! hehhhs.
what we gonna do , just keep it as secret ba (:
IM GONNA SLEEP EARLY , I SUPPOSED!
; yeays , dear's so hott , so dont worry!
cause i'll always be here loving you ehs? hehhs ^^
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
trg was not as bad as expected.
but not that good aft all , coach's mood wasn't good.
rained & trained , now i got abit fever liaos! zzz
so long nver fall sick le la can?! arghs*
rained & we needa run staircase , firstly..
my leg esp my kneecap is weak enough!
then go run the stupid staircase , kneecap think got prob.
haii shit manns , damn pain la! both leg somemore!
damnns , i now like useless liao la. ahhhhhhhh !!!~
tmrr gonna celebrate jiong birthday alrd! :DD
yeays , hope it'll be VERY FUN for him! hehhhs.
what we gonna do , just keep it as secret ba (:
IM GONNA SLEEP EARLY , I SUPPOSED!
; yeays , dear's so hott , so dont worry!
cause i'll always be here loving you ehs? hehhs ^^
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
--
Left @ 10/29/2007 08:16:00 PM
Left @ 10/29/2007 08:16:00 PM
Sunday, October 28, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
ytd night went to the dinner thingy.
so very SIAN la can? but heng got some pple very good pei me!
pei me chat for very long lo. hehhs ^^
last night simin called too , i knew she was troubled!
well im happy that she confided in me aft all ;DD
then sister msged me , sorry din pei him chat aft one msg.
then blahhs blahhs.
today same boredness -.- siannnnns.
tmrr got training le , felt so shagg ! what if needa do alot?
now throw ball also like no strength , run also.
one word USELESS! i hope tmmrr will turn out fine.
yeays , & enjoy! to those going to shanghaii :DD
jinan ; dont so sadd la (:
everything will be fine soon , dont worry alrights?
hehhs , be guailan back la! not used to see you emo! ;DD
must thank ridley!
cause he pei me chat , wahaha ;DD
&& i will try my best to do well for Os , but 10 is madd la.
somemore below 10.. i dont want jump building ~
whatever it is , thanks! & i've got faith in you too! ^^
; sorry , cause we both know that..
i lied for those rubbish , i just duno how to react.
but whatever it is , im sure know you still know
that , what i've to say & feeling all along.
hidden truth ;
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
ytd night went to the dinner thingy.
so very SIAN la can? but heng got some pple very good pei me!
pei me chat for very long lo. hehhs ^^
last night simin called too , i knew she was troubled!
well im happy that she confided in me aft all ;DD
then sister msged me , sorry din pei him chat aft one msg.
then blahhs blahhs.
today same boredness -.- siannnnns.
tmrr got training le , felt so shagg ! what if needa do alot?
now throw ball also like no strength , run also.
one word USELESS! i hope tmmrr will turn out fine.
yeays , & enjoy! to those going to shanghaii :DD
jinan ; dont so sadd la (:
everything will be fine soon , dont worry alrights?
hehhs , be guailan back la! not used to see you emo! ;DD
must thank ridley!
cause he pei me chat , wahaha ;DD
&& i will try my best to do well for Os , but 10 is madd la.
somemore below 10.. i dont want jump building ~
whatever it is , thanks! & i've got faith in you too! ^^
; sorry , cause we both know that..
i lied for those rubbish , i just duno how to react.
but whatever it is , im sure know you still know
that , what i've to say & feeling all along.
hidden truth ;
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
--
Left @ 10/28/2007 09:34:00 PM
Left @ 10/28/2007 09:34:00 PM
Saturday, October 27, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
ytd din blogged , sorry.
went home early ytd damnn shag & tired!
then slept all the way till someone called.
wrong number looking for kelvin? zzz
got back report card , scored like wtf.
english 52
chinese 66
science 44
history 57
POA 64
ART 69
maths 50
OVERALL - 57.4
L1R4 - 25
if i score like this during my Os , can go bang wall!
i'll buckup, this time , it really is a MUST !
tonight going out for dinner , end of day (:
signing off --
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
ytd din blogged , sorry.
went home early ytd damnn shag & tired!
then slept all the way till someone called.
wrong number looking for kelvin? zzz
got back report card , scored like wtf.
english 52
chinese 66
science 44
history 57
POA 64
ART 69
maths 50
OVERALL - 57.4
L1R4 - 25
if i score like this during my Os , can go bang wall!
i'll buckup, this time , it really is a MUST !
tonight going out for dinner , end of day (:
signing off --
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
--
Left @ 10/27/2007 03:18:00 PM
Left @ 10/27/2007 03:18:00 PM
Thursday, October 25, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
today's cca exchange day.
so damn long din got hold of the netball alrd!
now , it feels so odd , i've no passion of netball now.
haii , irritated! i duno whats wrong with my kneecap.
it seems to be very weak , cause today just ran.
only a little bit , then half way thru almost fell.
i cant explain that kinda feeling that i faced.
i know that my kneecap is very weak , thats all!
i feel so useless , i dont wanna play anymore.
arghs* hope that kinda feeling will go off soon!
aft school actually wanna go support jiong they all.
but end up din go..sorry! but im glad i did not aft all.
it wud've been an awkward situation in any ways.
tmrr's gonna collect report card , hope everything's fine.
yupp , thats all.. LIR4 IS 24 ! can go bang wall alrd!
END OF THE DAY (:
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
today's cca exchange day.
so damn long din got hold of the netball alrd!
now , it feels so odd , i've no passion of netball now.
haii , irritated! i duno whats wrong with my kneecap.
it seems to be very weak , cause today just ran.
only a little bit , then half way thru almost fell.
i cant explain that kinda feeling that i faced.
i know that my kneecap is very weak , thats all!
i feel so useless , i dont wanna play anymore.
arghs* hope that kinda feeling will go off soon!
aft school actually wanna go support jiong they all.
but end up din go..sorry! but im glad i did not aft all.
it wud've been an awkward situation in any ways.
tmrr's gonna collect report card , hope everything's fine.
yupp , thats all.. LIR4 IS 24 ! can go bang wall alrd!
END OF THE DAY (:
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
--
Left @ 10/25/2007 08:33:00 PM
Left @ 10/25/2007 08:33:00 PM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
now its fine alrd lorr , dont believe our hair!
called our parents , now then believe , damnnn.
today's school was lamelamelame , nothing!
tmrrr's CCA EXCHANGE DAY. so long nver touch netball alrd!
hope can have fun tmrr (:
went to aloy house & playy mahjong ! hahs ^^
hope everyday can be happy like this!
; yeays ! no more problems :D
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
now its fine alrd lorr , dont believe our hair!
called our parents , now then believe , damnnn.
today's school was lamelamelame , nothing!
tmrrr's CCA EXCHANGE DAY. so long nver touch netball alrd!
hope can have fun tmrr (:
went to aloy house & playy mahjong ! hahs ^^
hope everyday can be happy like this!
; yeays ! no more problems :D
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
--
Left @ 10/24/2007 09:31:00 PM
Left @ 10/24/2007 09:31:00 PM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
today went to school.
kena caught for hair colour , & like WTF ?!
i nver even dye why must dye black..
i alrd told mr fathul bfore alrd , he said his not interested.
well i din say he is , im only trying to explain myself.
whatever it is , im not dying black. & my parents also supported me.
jovina & penguin also what.. my mum said it was crazy!
cause why msut a normal natural hair person go dye black.
siao ohhs ? i duno what'll happen tmrr. but i hope it'll be fine
& they can understand seriously that im not lying !
went to aloy house after that , played mahjong !
wahaha , hehs funn like crazyy (:
say whatever you all want ba.
cause i feel nothing alrd , cause you're no better
you're just another fcuking bitch who nver owns up.
pengwei till so out of point. hahs dumb ehs ?
rmb , a lie will always be known one day ok !
dulan for all i care manns, two faced ass.
all the best & goodbye! (:
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
today went to school.
kena caught for hair colour , & like WTF ?!
i nver even dye why must dye black..
i alrd told mr fathul bfore alrd , he said his not interested.
well i din say he is , im only trying to explain myself.
whatever it is , im not dying black. & my parents also supported me.
jovina & penguin also what.. my mum said it was crazy!
cause why msut a normal natural hair person go dye black.
siao ohhs ? i duno what'll happen tmrr. but i hope it'll be fine
& they can understand seriously that im not lying !
went to aloy house after that , played mahjong !
wahaha , hehs funn like crazyy (:
say whatever you all want ba.
cause i feel nothing alrd , cause you're no better
you're just another fcuking bitch who nver owns up.
pengwei till so out of point. hahs dumb ehs ?
rmb , a lie will always be known one day ok !
dulan for all i care manns, two faced ass.
all the best & goodbye! (:
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
--
Left @ 10/23/2007 09:09:00 PM
Left @ 10/23/2007 09:09:00 PM
Monday, October 22, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
went out today happily!
went to marina sq , bugis , suntec , white sands (:
actually planned to go aloy house , but end up no time.
so , maybe tmrr then we go to his house lo ! :D
so long din lame with my brothers le , i miss them hell lots! ):
really lazy to go back training. cant imagine life ther ~
arghs* damnn it! duno how we'll train in the next year's school!
& my Os , hope i'll strive hard enough to go into JC (:
went to pray , asked for lots. its not a good one.
i duno what to do , how to take care of myself & pple around me.
how am i going to do that if it also said pple will only give me trouble ? im so lost!
okay , hope school will be fine tmmrr ^^
; aiyah , what can i say to you still?
fcuk la okay..
starbucks giving out this!
jovina ; jying ; penguin ; valerie.
HAPPY :D
went out today happily!
went to marina sq , bugis , suntec , white sands (:
actually planned to go aloy house , but end up no time.
so , maybe tmrr then we go to his house lo ! :D
so long din lame with my brothers le , i miss them hell lots! ):
really lazy to go back training. cant imagine life ther ~
arghs* damnn it! duno how we'll train in the next year's school!
& my Os , hope i'll strive hard enough to go into JC (:
went to pray , asked for lots. its not a good one.
i duno what to do , how to take care of myself & pple around me.
how am i going to do that if it also said pple will only give me trouble ? im so lost!
okay , hope school will be fine tmmrr ^^
; aiyah , what can i say to you still?
fcuk la okay..
starbucks giving out this!
jovina ; jying ; penguin ; valerie.
HAPPY :D
--
Left @ 10/22/2007 09:48:00 PM
Left @ 10/22/2007 09:48:00 PM
Sunday, October 21, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
i've started watching FULLHOUSE!
cheers pple :D the drama is nicenicenice~
so bored , cause i watch dramas very fast.
im wondering if the hols really starts ,
i'll have nothing to watch alrd le. ZZZ
nvm , i'll find more shows to watch (:
guess tmrr will be going out with jovina , penguin & valerie.
yeapps , so see how ba.. hope everything goes well!
; i just wanna say thanks!
cause its the first time im feeling hatred in you ,
& i know its the best for me to go on. (:
even thou its clear that it can nver be forgotten ,
at least its time it becomes numb. TC!
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
i've started watching FULLHOUSE!
cheers pple :D the drama is nicenicenice~
so bored , cause i watch dramas very fast.
im wondering if the hols really starts ,
i'll have nothing to watch alrd le. ZZZ
nvm , i'll find more shows to watch (:
guess tmrr will be going out with jovina , penguin & valerie.
yeapps , so see how ba.. hope everything goes well!
; i just wanna say thanks!
cause its the first time im feeling hatred in you ,
& i know its the best for me to go on. (:
even thou its clear that it can nver be forgotten ,
at least its time it becomes numb. TC!
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
--
Left @ 10/21/2007 05:59:00 PM
Left @ 10/21/2007 05:59:00 PM
Saturday, October 20, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
at home today (:
yeays , i finished watching SMILE AGAIN! :D
wooohoooos , so touching de lo , like so many sadsad parts!
now still got FULLHOUSE / TOKYO JULIET.
duno when i'll start watching , perhaps tonight ?
thought thru much things and came out with certain decisions.
yeays , lets celebrate! ^^
by the way , got a miss call from an unknown number in the morning.
i tried calling those who're possibilities would have calleed me.
but none called said they've me up , im still wondering. so , if you're the one.
do tell me alrights ? thanks! (:
;即使心里有许多不舍和思念，我也该放开.
经过这段挣扎的日子，哭也哭够了，想也想够了.
因为，我已经尽力了。以前因为有你在所以不害怕去面对.
但现在的我已不可以再依赖你，所以就只能靠自己.
爱情不能分对错，它总会让人受到伤害，所以这不是你的错.
那我就好好地把回忆收在心里。谢谢你这些日子的爱.
我会，把你以前所对我说过的话给慢慢收掉.
虽然知道把你忘掉只是在骗自己，但我还会去试.
相信这样对你一定会更好，希望你能找到属于你的幸福和快乐! (:
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
at home today (:
yeays , i finished watching SMILE AGAIN! :D
wooohoooos , so touching de lo , like so many sadsad parts!
now still got FULLHOUSE / TOKYO JULIET.
duno when i'll start watching , perhaps tonight ?
thought thru much things and came out with certain decisions.
yeays , lets celebrate! ^^
by the way , got a miss call from an unknown number in the morning.
i tried calling those who're possibilities would have calleed me.
but none called said they've me up , im still wondering. so , if you're the one.
do tell me alrights ? thanks! (:
;即使心里有许多不舍和思念，我也该放开.
经过这段挣扎的日子，哭也哭够了，想也想够了.
因为，我已经尽力了。以前因为有你在所以不害怕去面对.
但现在的我已不可以再依赖你，所以就只能靠自己.
爱情不能分对错，它总会让人受到伤害，所以这不是你的错.
那我就好好地把回忆收在心里。谢谢你这些日子的爱.
我会，把你以前所对我说过的话给慢慢收掉.
虽然知道把你忘掉只是在骗自己，但我还会去试.
相信这样对你一定会更好，希望你能找到属于你的幸福和快乐! (:
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
--
Left @ 10/20/2007 06:34:00 PM
Left @ 10/20/2007 06:34:00 PM
Friday, October 19, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
got back my results. as expected badbadbad.
hahs :D nvmnvm ba , cause if i get promoted i promise
i'll chiong all the way for my Os next year!
i wanna go JC , i told adibah & jessica to go same JC.
i hope next year wont play so much le.
then can catch up with everything im supposed to.
today's kinda hyper , so its good of course!
hope everyday will be like this.
JIEMEI & MY FREN ;
this is meant for you. i do not want to say who issit.
i dont know everything in detailed. but i roughly know.
i know you're all hurt badly , but.. seriously , i hope everything will be fine.
i know its hard to , and its easier said than done. cause i really do feel you.
sometimes consoling wont help much , but it always have to be heard.
or else , life wud be even worst. i dont like to use time as an excuse.
but i've learnt ; somethings really have to be done like this.
the pain might be carved on forever. but , we can be stucked here forever.
life have to go on , i believe you wont want worries from frens.
but a fake smile is painful , its complicated. all i can say is ,
i hope both of you will be better after some time. at very least i'll still be here.
i dont care a shit about youS ! unloyal frenship.
attitude hell freakks stop asking if im talking about you.
cause guilt all you want! since you dont care, why shud i ?
; just afew more days , and my decision will be out.
and i hope , i can do as decided soon enough.
at very least i'll still try my very best to.
i dont wanna stuck here at this point of time no more.
i'll move on , like what many said , somethings...
are meant to be let go of , just treat it as lessons.
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
got back my results. as expected badbadbad.
hahs :D nvmnvm ba , cause if i get promoted i promise
i'll chiong all the way for my Os next year!
i wanna go JC , i told adibah & jessica to go same JC.
i hope next year wont play so much le.
then can catch up with everything im supposed to.
today's kinda hyper , so its good of course!
hope everyday will be like this.
JIEMEI & MY FREN ;
this is meant for you. i do not want to say who issit.
i dont know everything in detailed. but i roughly know.
i know you're all hurt badly , but.. seriously , i hope everything will be fine.
i know its hard to , and its easier said than done. cause i really do feel you.
sometimes consoling wont help much , but it always have to be heard.
or else , life wud be even worst. i dont like to use time as an excuse.
but i've learnt ; somethings really have to be done like this.
the pain might be carved on forever. but , we can be stucked here forever.
life have to go on , i believe you wont want worries from frens.
but a fake smile is painful , its complicated. all i can say is ,
i hope both of you will be better after some time. at very least i'll still be here.
i dont care a shit about youS ! unloyal frenship.
attitude hell freakks stop asking if im talking about you.
cause guilt all you want! since you dont care, why shud i ?
; just afew more days , and my decision will be out.
and i hope , i can do as decided soon enough.
at very least i'll still try my very best to.
i dont wanna stuck here at this point of time no more.
i'll move on , like what many said , somethings...
are meant to be let go of , just treat it as lessons.
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
--
Left @ 10/19/2007 06:58:00 PM
Left @ 10/19/2007 06:58:00 PM
Thursday, October 18, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
went out to suntec & esplanet area ytd night.
was with adibah , enjoyed myself i guess?
at least she had accompanied me rightrightright.
reached home around 11plus near 12.
talked over phone with valerie khai using yingxiu phone.
LASTLY , THANKS ADIBAHHHHHH! :D
met up with valerie early in the morning today.
went to school to pass up my KL TRIPFORM.
went to bugis street , prayed at the temple & had breakfast.
walked around , went to suntec /KBOX.
signed up for the membership cardd too ^^
went to white sands , bought donuts for my family!
had dinner , mrtED back to tampines and proceed home.
had funn and fully packed programme today ,
happy , and i hope i can always continue to be like this.
cause i dont like to be alone , i hate those wild imaginations in my mind.
LASTLY ,THANKS VALERIEEEEEE :D
now i know , many things i dont. many reasons for this result.
im disappointed , im wrong , trusting the wrong pple around me.
once again , doing things behind me. why must it be like this ?
why cant everyone go on fine like this , fcuk manns!
; i saw the ferris wheel last night.
perhaps you dont care anymore.
or it might just be nothing to you.
& i know i shudn't be thinking of it ,
but i seriously cant help it for the lies.
im sorry , cause i know i still love you.
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
went out to suntec & esplanet area ytd night.
was with adibah , enjoyed myself i guess?
at least she had accompanied me rightrightright.
reached home around 11plus near 12.
talked over phone with valerie khai using yingxiu phone.
LASTLY , THANKS ADIBAHHHHHH! :D
met up with valerie early in the morning today.
went to school to pass up my KL TRIPFORM.
went to bugis street , prayed at the temple & had breakfast.
walked around , went to suntec /KBOX.
signed up for the membership cardd too ^^
went to white sands , bought donuts for my family!
had dinner , mrtED back to tampines and proceed home.
had funn and fully packed programme today ,
happy , and i hope i can always continue to be like this.
cause i dont like to be alone , i hate those wild imaginations in my mind.
LASTLY ,THANKS VALERIEEEEEE :D
now i know , many things i dont. many reasons for this result.
im disappointed , im wrong , trusting the wrong pple around me.
once again , doing things behind me. why must it be like this ?
why cant everyone go on fine like this , fcuk manns!
; i saw the ferris wheel last night.
perhaps you dont care anymore.
or it might just be nothing to you.
& i know i shudn't be thinking of it ,
but i seriously cant help it for the lies.
im sorry , cause i know i still love you.
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
--
Left @ 10/18/2007 08:14:00 PM
Left @ 10/18/2007 08:14:00 PM
Wednesday, October 17, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
din went out today , cause penguin's mummy took leave.
so , i stayed home! its fine with me (:
cause i can watch my vcds and everything :D
SMILE AGAIN really very nice to watch lei !
hehs , but so fast wanna finish watching alrd , saddded !
nvm , i still got meizhen's FULL HOUSE , & my taiwan drama.
wooohoooos , im going tvv madddd ! ^^
just now talked to valerie , now we're really fine!
now i know , things i dont. many thanks.
after all , its just a lesson only. so , yupp.
today is the new day , we will be goodfrens (:
rmb my TRUST !
just trying to be naive all along to see it.
& i finally understand , the hurt you've done.
bothers no more , cause i will start anew.
SOON , i hope.
shes adorable~!
the forever sisters maddd!
PEACE (:
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
din went out today , cause penguin's mummy took leave.
so , i stayed home! its fine with me (:
cause i can watch my vcds and everything :D
SMILE AGAIN really very nice to watch lei !
hehs , but so fast wanna finish watching alrd , saddded !
nvm , i still got meizhen's FULL HOUSE , & my taiwan drama.
wooohoooos , im going tvv madddd ! ^^
just now talked to valerie , now we're really fine!
now i know , things i dont. many thanks.
after all , its just a lesson only. so , yupp.
today is the new day , we will be goodfrens (:
rmb my TRUST !
just trying to be naive all along to see it.
& i finally understand , the hurt you've done.
bothers no more , cause i will start anew.
SOON , i hope.
shes adorable~!
the forever sisters maddd!
PEACE (:
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
--
Left @ 10/17/2007 03:23:00 PM
Left @ 10/17/2007 03:23:00 PM
Tuesday, October 16, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
today was art paper , 3hours , yet not enough time.
the worst piece of artwork i've ever done in my life.
went home to change , then went to meet up with jovina, vann, penguin.
mrtED to pasir ris , went to white sands and eat and take neoprint.
the donut was so sweeeeeet & niceeeeee ! :D
i went GAGA over it ~ hehs xP taxiED all the way to safra ,
cause vann wanna go meet kenneth they all.
same same , went ther put on a stupid dao face ,
less than half an hour , we went off. wanted to go play lan or pool.
ALL FULL ! so duno wher to go , hesitate very long.
went to penguin house in the end.
bought the milo ice blended , so CONTENTED ^^
then asked paul to come along also , slackk at ther.
then mummy fetched me at 7plus , went to eat dinner .
now im back home , guess tmrr going out with penguin to buy present (:
went to many different places , and saw many things , thot & reminded me ;
of manymany things that i shud not think of. (:
THANKS FRENS , IM FINE (:
passer-by ; thanks lots! i understand , i'll be fine! :D
marisa ; hahs ,okay. how did you find my blog ? i saw you today! (:
rachael ; okayokay, i will de! & congrats to you. hehs (:
vanessa ; but EMO songs really very vry nicee lei! ): & i love it like madd.
jolin ; must see wider ma , dont woorrrrryyy la. i not so easily kena beaten de!
vinnie ; yeas ,sure thing. i agree too! ^^
zac ; ahas , thanks alot. i know i do. lols bhb xP
angela ; i will smile manymany de! but i not pretty la! (:
teri ; okayokay , i always forget. =X
nic ; sorry la , not on purpose de ma. hehs , today saw you ! :D
limjz ; i taggg alrd brother! :D
ymz ; hahs yupp ! & thanks for the vcds. but i duno when then return you =XX
raynard ; i will de! i will GL you again,wait for me (:
sokkan ; okay darlingg ! ^^
YOU'RE DISGUSTINGGG ! FCUKINN SHIT.
i dislike you alot , really!
the heavenly donutts !
they're expensive like crazy, but its just so nice :D
CRAZZYYY NEOPRINTS ! xD
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
today was art paper , 3hours , yet not enough time.
the worst piece of artwork i've ever done in my life.
went home to change , then went to meet up with jovina, vann, penguin.
mrtED to pasir ris , went to white sands and eat and take neoprint.
the donut was so sweeeeeet & niceeeeee ! :D
i went GAGA over it ~ hehs xP taxiED all the way to safra ,
cause vann wanna go meet kenneth they all.
same same , went ther put on a stupid dao face ,
less than half an hour , we went off. wanted to go play lan or pool.
ALL FULL ! so duno wher to go , hesitate very long.
went to penguin house in the end.
bought the milo ice blended , so CONTENTED ^^
then asked paul to come along also , slackk at ther.
then mummy fetched me at 7plus , went to eat dinner .
now im back home , guess tmrr going out with penguin to buy present (:
went to many different places , and saw many things , thot & reminded me ;
of manymany things that i shud not think of. (:
THANKS FRENS , IM FINE (:
passer-by ; thanks lots! i understand , i'll be fine! :D
marisa ; hahs ,okay. how did you find my blog ? i saw you today! (:
rachael ; okayokay, i will de! & congrats to you. hehs (:
vanessa ; but EMO songs really very vry nicee lei! ): & i love it like madd.
jolin ; must see wider ma , dont woorrrrryyy la. i not so easily kena beaten de!
vinnie ; yeas ,sure thing. i agree too! ^^
zac ; ahas , thanks alot. i know i do. lols bhb xP
angela ; i will smile manymany de! but i not pretty la! (:
teri ; okayokay , i always forget. =X
nic ; sorry la , not on purpose de ma. hehs , today saw you ! :D
limjz ; i taggg alrd brother! :D
ymz ; hahs yupp ! & thanks for the vcds. but i duno when then return you =XX
raynard ; i will de! i will GL you again,wait for me (:
sokkan ; okay darlingg ! ^^
YOU'RE DISGUSTINGGG ! FCUKINN SHIT.
i dislike you alot , really!
the heavenly donutts !
they're expensive like crazy, but its just so nice :D
CRAZZYYY NEOPRINTS ! xD
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
--
Left @ 10/16/2007 08:47:00 PM
Left @ 10/16/2007 08:47:00 PM
Monday, October 15, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
nothing , today at home.
penguin came to my house to slackk.
frustrating today, DAMNN.
so many things happen and change just in a few days.
feel like being lock up in a room and go mad!
frens say im mad for laughing and going crazy so much like this.
but im sorry , i just wanted to laugh like this without stopping.
isn't this good , rather than thinking of other things.
& im nervous for tmrr's art paper! i duno why , im afraid.
my results , im afraid , i dont really wanna go out.
cause i feel i've let my parents down alrd , this time.
sometimes , songs can let someone feel and think of many things.
without music , im like nothing. its the same like the things you need.
i'll give you time to prove , till next year.
i told you alrd , somethings wont change.
but since you're so sure. then go ahead .
i'll watch by everything , even so , i've been watching all along.
i'll give everyone a chance , i promise.
what have you been thinking about recently?
SIGNING OFF--
L.A.L.L.A.L.L.A
nothing , today at home.
penguin came to my house to slackk.
frustrating today, DAMNN.
so many things happen and change just in a few days.
feel like being lock up in a room and go mad!
frens say im mad for laughing and going crazy so much like this.
but im sorry , i just wanted to laugh like this without stopping.
isn't this good , rather than thinking of other things.
& im nervous for tmrr's art paper! i duno why , im afraid.
my results , im afraid , i dont really wanna go out.
cause i feel i've let my parents down alrd , this time.
sometimes , songs can let someone feel and think of many things.
without music , im like nothing. its the same like the things you need.
i'll give you time to prove , till next year.
i told you alrd , somethings wont change.
but since you're so sure. then go ahead .
i'll watch by everything , even so , i've been watching all along.
i'll give everyone a chance , i promise.
what have you been thinking about recently?
SIGNING OFF--
L.A.L.L.A.L.L.A
--
Left @ 10/15/2007 06:56:00 PM
Left @ 10/15/2007 06:56:00 PM
Sunday, October 14, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
din update ytd, went to my baby nephew one year old bdae.
im bored, im not entertained, heart at somewher else.
i only thot ' i wanna go home! ' cause when i step into the house,
all my jiejie and korkors keep saying ' ah ying got boyfren liao ah!'
i said no, i dont, shhh, mummy & daddy wud kill me.
then they continued, day my frenster & stuffs.
how much i wanted to jump into a hole and disappear la.
then i started to think of many things.
almost going mad alrd, thanked god i've got jennifer jiejie pei me!
actually, i lied, im sorry valerie, nicholas, raynard.
ytd im wasn't tired, i wasn't asleep at all.
i just wanted to be alone, sorry i lied that i din wanna talk over the phone.
now you know, im bad isn't it ? haii , madd manns!
why must i know so many things that doesn't concern me ?
perhaps, if i dont, i'll be better off this way.
told as im a toy, but i know im not, no matter who what says so,
i wont care. cause i've got my own views & thinkings.
so dont push me further, i'll appreciate it much.
a fren told me, ' guys will always break their promises one day.'
well, perhaps ? but blame me for being stupid cause i still believe.
IM SORRY .
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
din update ytd, went to my baby nephew one year old bdae.
im bored, im not entertained, heart at somewher else.
i only thot ' i wanna go home! ' cause when i step into the house,
all my jiejie and korkors keep saying ' ah ying got boyfren liao ah!'
i said no, i dont, shhh, mummy & daddy wud kill me.
then they continued, day my frenster & stuffs.
how much i wanted to jump into a hole and disappear la.
then i started to think of many things.
almost going mad alrd, thanked god i've got jennifer jiejie pei me!
actually, i lied, im sorry valerie, nicholas, raynard.
ytd im wasn't tired, i wasn't asleep at all.
i just wanted to be alone, sorry i lied that i din wanna talk over the phone.
now you know, im bad isn't it ? haii , madd manns!
why must i know so many things that doesn't concern me ?
perhaps, if i dont, i'll be better off this way.
told as im a toy, but i know im not, no matter who what says so,
i wont care. cause i've got my own views & thinkings.
so dont push me further, i'll appreciate it much.
a fren told me, ' guys will always break their promises one day.'
well, perhaps ? but blame me for being stupid cause i still believe.
IM SORRY .
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
--
Left @ 10/14/2007 04:57:00 PM
Left @ 10/14/2007 04:57:00 PM
Friday, October 12, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
EXAMS ARE OVER! ITS OVER! ITS THE END!
actually, im kinda prepared for my both papers today..
butt end up... cause someone told me something during the break.
i must admit, im distracted alrd. my poa paper is actually easy.
but i knew i flunk it, issit the end of my future ? ):
blame who? myself lorr, then how? cry lorr. seriously, if i ever retain,
i wud quit school, and study no more, and disappear to another place.
but hopefully, i wont retain. cause i've yet to fufil my parents dream.
i wont destroy my own future in my own hands! :D
thot of many things non stop these few days! exploding alrd la!
i duno why i din mentioned anything about myself these few days.
perhaps im really weird, say whatever you all want, im fine with it.
im just thinking and wondering, trying to get the answer i wanted.
its maddening when you cant get what you wanted.
I WANNA BE A PSYCOLOGIST! so i know how to read pple's mind.
actually the hardest thing is when you can't love someone, isn't it ?
is this how god tortues humanns on earth like this ?
perhaps i'll nver know the reason, but i just wanna know that....
nvermind, shan't get so emoo alrd ! (:
today went out with penguin, sharon, valerie, qingyun, sheena & szehui,
went to pasir ris beach & cycle! damn shiok?~!
but it rained, the feeling of wetness and breezzzzzyy feeeling (:
hope everyone's happy! cause by that perhaps, i'll just smile naturally (:
soon, i'll be fine i guess. (:
SIGNING OFF--
L.A.L.L.A.L.A
EXAMS ARE OVER! ITS OVER! ITS THE END!
actually, im kinda prepared for my both papers today..
butt end up... cause someone told me something during the break.
i must admit, im distracted alrd. my poa paper is actually easy.
but i knew i flunk it, issit the end of my future ? ):
blame who? myself lorr, then how? cry lorr. seriously, if i ever retain,
i wud quit school, and study no more, and disappear to another place.
but hopefully, i wont retain. cause i've yet to fufil my parents dream.
i wont destroy my own future in my own hands! :D
thot of many things non stop these few days! exploding alrd la!
i duno why i din mentioned anything about myself these few days.
perhaps im really weird, say whatever you all want, im fine with it.
im just thinking and wondering, trying to get the answer i wanted.
its maddening when you cant get what you wanted.
I WANNA BE A PSYCOLOGIST! so i know how to read pple's mind.
actually the hardest thing is when you can't love someone, isn't it ?
is this how god tortues humanns on earth like this ?
perhaps i'll nver know the reason, but i just wanna know that....
nvermind, shan't get so emoo alrd ! (:
today went out with penguin, sharon, valerie, qingyun, sheena & szehui,
went to pasir ris beach & cycle! damn shiok?~!
but it rained, the feeling of wetness and breezzzzzyy feeeling (:
hope everyone's happy! cause by that perhaps, i'll just smile naturally (:
soon, i'll be fine i guess. (:
SIGNING OFF--
L.A.L.L.A.L.A
--
Left @ 10/12/2007 07:55:00 PM
Left @ 10/12/2007 07:55:00 PM
Thursday, October 11, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
im tiiiired !~ i feel so many symptoms of BREAKDOWN !
haha, meaning fall sick la =X not other kinda things.
exams, im disappointed in myself badly. seriously, i feel like dieing.
im really upset over myself for being so stupid to mess everything up.
& in the end, im the one who had lose out, and only me myself.
tmrr's poa paper & emaths paper 2. gonna do some revision soon.
at least if i tried, i wont feel so bad after all. but this time...
im distracted and i did not make use of myself to clear the mes,
i only allowed it to get messed up even further.
its really very stupid when the whole world's going on fine & smiling,
while i sit here alone stuck at this point of time not moving
& missing out all those smiles and happy things out ther.
friends are really important to me, they're always here.
at very least.... they will nver leave me here alone as promised.
going thru so much things with me, whether im happy or sad.
that's the best thing one cud ever have in this world.
perhaps, you guys are right, i din smile genuinely. but take this,
im fine all along, just trying to clean up the mess but now im fine alrd! (:
thanks MEIZHEN & the rest in helping in science.
PENG for accompaning me talk (:
PORK also! those things about the complicated heart & stuffs!
thou it din came out in the paper, but I STILL APPRECIATED! :D
by the way,pork, i wont forget that you made me missed the last bus! =P
TO EACH & EVERYONE OF YOU, PRETTYS & HANDSOMES ;
THANKYOU FOR BEING BY ME! :D
i'll clean up the mess and you'll see no trace of that old place again.
SIGNING OFF--
L.A.L.L.A.L.A
im tiiiired !~ i feel so many symptoms of BREAKDOWN !
haha, meaning fall sick la =X not other kinda things.
exams, im disappointed in myself badly. seriously, i feel like dieing.
im really upset over myself for being so stupid to mess everything up.
& in the end, im the one who had lose out, and only me myself.
tmrr's poa paper & emaths paper 2. gonna do some revision soon.
at least if i tried, i wont feel so bad after all. but this time...
im distracted and i did not make use of myself to clear the mes,
i only allowed it to get messed up even further.
its really very stupid when the whole world's going on fine & smiling,
while i sit here alone stuck at this point of time not moving
& missing out all those smiles and happy things out ther.
friends are really important to me, they're always here.
at very least.... they will nver leave me here alone as promised.
going thru so much things with me, whether im happy or sad.
that's the best thing one cud ever have in this world.
perhaps, you guys are right, i din smile genuinely. but take this,
im fine all along, just trying to clean up the mess but now im fine alrd! (:
thanks MEIZHEN & the rest in helping in science.
PENG for accompaning me talk (:
PORK also! those things about the complicated heart & stuffs!
thou it din came out in the paper, but I STILL APPRECIATED! :D
by the way,pork, i wont forget that you made me missed the last bus! =P
TO EACH & EVERYONE OF YOU, PRETTYS & HANDSOMES ;
THANKYOU FOR BEING BY ME! :D
i'll clean up the mess and you'll see no trace of that old place again.
SIGNING OFF--
L.A.L.L.A.L.A
--
Left @ 10/11/2007 07:54:00 PM
Left @ 10/11/2007 07:54:00 PM
Wednesday, October 10, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
i must study my amaths! i must study my amaths!
what about my bio ?! how ? BIO!
wait for my brother to sleep, and i'll go out.
overnight with frens to study at bedok area!
i wanna fail no more ~ arghs*
WORKHARD JINGYING, DONT GIVEUP!
i wished you were the one smiling always.
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.l.a
i must study my amaths! i must study my amaths!
what about my bio ?! how ? BIO!
wait for my brother to sleep, and i'll go out.
overnight with frens to study at bedok area!
i wanna fail no more ~ arghs*
WORKHARD JINGYING, DONT GIVEUP!
i wished you were the one smiling always.
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.l.a
--
Left @ 10/10/2007 10:42:00 PM
Left @ 10/10/2007 10:42:00 PM
Tuesday, October 09, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
gonna flunkk my maths paper.
damnn it, then what can i do ? cry lorr.
tmrr's POA PAPER. duno how to pass.
dont even feel like studying !~
i wanna either sleep longlong or else watch all my vcds.
so i wont have to care any other things, right (:
wanna go somewher wher i see things perfectly !
woah, so heavenn laaaa. hahs, act cute -.-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KENNETH LEE JING HUI!
hope you're going on well & fine.
wish you all the best in everything you do. (:
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO RAYNARD KOH!
ahas, i've wished you alrd. & your card still with me =X
by the way, RAYNARD! its not your fault! (:
its my own problem, i'll work harder for my next one.
thanks for helping & being ther when im down too! :D
continue smiling without my presence, i know you can!^^
SIGNING OFF--
L.A.L.L.A.L.A
gonna flunkk my maths paper.
damnn it, then what can i do ? cry lorr.
tmrr's POA PAPER. duno how to pass.
dont even feel like studying !~
i wanna either sleep longlong or else watch all my vcds.
so i wont have to care any other things, right (:
wanna go somewher wher i see things perfectly !
woah, so heavenn laaaa. hahs, act cute -.-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KENNETH LEE JING HUI!
hope you're going on well & fine.
wish you all the best in everything you do. (:
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO RAYNARD KOH!
ahas, i've wished you alrd. & your card still with me =X
by the way, RAYNARD! its not your fault! (:
its my own problem, i'll work harder for my next one.
thanks for helping & being ther when im down too! :D
continue smiling without my presence, i know you can!^^
SIGNING OFF--
L.A.L.L.A.L.A
--
Left @ 10/09/2007 01:36:00 PM
Left @ 10/09/2007 01:36:00 PM
Monday, October 08, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
today's paper, im tired ! din realyl did my best.
i din study for ym chem and history ytd night.
lackkk of sleep ~ crazyyy mannnnnnns -.-
after that went out to eat lunch with jovina, penguin & simin.
then later jamm & celiaaaaa cameeeeee :D
then later eatt le, left me jovina, penguin & simin.
slackkkED and talk and bitch around xPP
then reached home not long ago lorr (:
tmrr's maths paper, zzz think diieeeeeee ?
seriously, what if i fails and retain ? =\
NICHOLAS SAYS I NEED SOME BLOOD OR ELSE I'LL DIE ~
and yeas, he is willing to donate them to me, what a nice bro i have :D
can anyone tell me how it feels when you're in love ?
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
today's paper, im tired ! din realyl did my best.
i din study for ym chem and history ytd night.
lackkk of sleep ~ crazyyy mannnnnnns -.-
after that went out to eat lunch with jovina, penguin & simin.
then later jamm & celiaaaaa cameeeeee :D
then later eatt le, left me jovina, penguin & simin.
slackkkED and talk and bitch around xPP
then reached home not long ago lorr (:
tmrr's maths paper, zzz think diieeeeeee ?
seriously, what if i fails and retain ? =\
NICHOLAS SAYS I NEED SOME BLOOD OR ELSE I'LL DIE ~
and yeas, he is willing to donate them to me, what a nice bro i have :D
can anyone tell me how it feels when you're in love ?
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
--
Left @ 10/08/2007 03:53:00 PM
Left @ 10/08/2007 03:53:00 PM
Sunday, October 07, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
seems like its gonna rain soon enough.
my dearest ahbah's coming to study with me later!
i hope i'll really start to study, or else i'll be dead!
actually, kinda irritated in the morning wakeup,
received those calls, it spoiled my mood badly.
but whatever it is, im fine now (:
i dont wanna entertain anything now, let me study first.
i'll try to settle all these after my exams are over.
RACHAEL's cute la can ? she & her water babies ~
gosh, cant wait to see them manns ! xPP
tmrr's history & chem paper, i've yet to get started.
so, i shall now, takecare pple ! :D
& lastly, all the best to all of you ! ^^
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
seems like its gonna rain soon enough.
my dearest ahbah's coming to study with me later!
i hope i'll really start to study, or else i'll be dead!
actually, kinda irritated in the morning wakeup,
received those calls, it spoiled my mood badly.
but whatever it is, im fine now (:
i dont wanna entertain anything now, let me study first.
i'll try to settle all these after my exams are over.
RACHAEL's cute la can ? she & her water babies ~
gosh, cant wait to see them manns ! xPP
tmrr's history & chem paper, i've yet to get started.
so, i shall now, takecare pple ! :D
& lastly, all the best to all of you ! ^^
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 10/07/2007 01:13:00 PM
Left @ 10/07/2007 01:13:00 PM
Saturday, October 06, 2007 ♥.
reflections of yourself in the ugly mirror.
okay la, you not happy, say to me, right infront!
why must be a coward talk behind me ? skin me alive, come lor.
i wait for you. when wher ? i dont wanna broach this matter further,
but you forced me to. you thot i wont know what you're saying right ?
dont go find that person.cause i wont let that person get involved!
esp letting you hurt he/she. you only know how to bully the weaks.
what else can you do ? take a mirror and look at yourself.
what a fcuking dissappointment are you ? to your frens who had giveup on you.
have you ever thot why ? you only know how to push the blame to others.
what about yourself ? why is your reputation bad ?
have you sit down and thot of it, have you ?
dont always act big or whatever la. this wont let you gain more frens.
even so, they aren't true frens. their only frens who'll leave you.
& the reason for their leaving, as simple, the same old reason.
why hadn't you thot of changing yourself ? did you ? can you, or you cant ?
you're just so a dissappointment, a great big one. you lied to me.
all those promises are just crapps, good to put up as show. why don't you join drama ?
lastly, FCUK OFF ! im not afraid of you, you want, you..
either shutup or just confront me, i'll wait for you to skin me alive.
okay la, you not happy, say to me, right infront!
why must be a coward talk behind me ? skin me alive, come lor.
i wait for you. when wher ? i dont wanna broach this matter further,
but you forced me to. you thot i wont know what you're saying right ?
dont go find that person.cause i wont let that person get involved!
esp letting you hurt he/she. you only know how to bully the weaks.
what else can you do ? take a mirror and look at yourself.
what a fcuking dissappointment are you ? to your frens who had giveup on you.
have you ever thot why ? you only know how to push the blame to others.
what about yourself ? why is your reputation bad ?
have you sit down and thot of it, have you ?
dont always act big or whatever la. this wont let you gain more frens.
even so, they aren't true frens. their only frens who'll leave you.
& the reason for their leaving, as simple, the same old reason.
why hadn't you thot of changing yourself ? did you ? can you, or you cant ?
you're just so a dissappointment, a great big one. you lied to me.
all those promises are just crapps, good to put up as show. why don't you join drama ?
lastly, FCUK OFF ! im not afraid of you, you want, you..
either shutup or just confront me, i'll wait for you to skin me alive.
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Left @ 10/06/2007 10:24:00 PM
Left @ 10/06/2007 10:24:00 PM
♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
today din revised anything.
nothing gets into my mind, its just thinking of other things.
i guess i'll just fail my subjects ? hais, what can i do ?
i'll try tmrr to get last minute revision.
if i cant, i know im just freakiing dead over everything.
duno what im thinking la, felt so restless today -.-
IMISSSHIMMM . ):
actually very worried on what's going on.
& i dont wanna be left alone again.
& the reason why is because i will feel very lost.
DID THIS FROM JAM'S BLOG (:
p.s ; stop saying you duno or anything la hor. dont act cute to me la okay ?
i dont wanna entertain you, freakking hell. dont act anymore.
now i know, after all you din even change yourself. you're only a liar !
despite so many pple warned me sternly, i've tried to ignore.
i even told them you did change alot and become better, but its all wrong.
i know you'll read this, its for you to read it anyways.
dont wonder and ponder if its you, cause it is just you and no one else.
dont make a big fuss out of this anyways, if you not happy, you find pple
help you i also wont give a damn. cause whatever you do, made me felt
disgusted over it. i just dont wanna talk to you now, go lead your own life
and flirt all you want, i wont care. GOODBYE.
SIGNING OFF--
L.A.L.L.A.L.A
today din revised anything.
nothing gets into my mind, its just thinking of other things.
i guess i'll just fail my subjects ? hais, what can i do ?
i'll try tmrr to get last minute revision.
if i cant, i know im just freakiing dead over everything.
duno what im thinking la, felt so restless today -.-
IMISSSHIMMM . ):
actually very worried on what's going on.
& i dont wanna be left alone again.
& the reason why is because i will feel very lost.
DID THIS FROM JAM'S BLOG (:
| People Envy Your Generosity | |
 You're a giving soul, and you'd do almost anything for those you love. And they'd do anything for you! People may envy how giving you are, but more than anything, they envy those you open your heart to. |
p.s ; stop saying you duno or anything la hor. dont act cute to me la okay ?
i dont wanna entertain you, freakking hell. dont act anymore.
now i know, after all you din even change yourself. you're only a liar !
despite so many pple warned me sternly, i've tried to ignore.
i even told them you did change alot and become better, but its all wrong.
i know you'll read this, its for you to read it anyways.
dont wonder and ponder if its you, cause it is just you and no one else.
dont make a big fuss out of this anyways, if you not happy, you find pple
help you i also wont give a damn. cause whatever you do, made me felt
disgusted over it. i just dont wanna talk to you now, go lead your own life
and flirt all you want, i wont care. GOODBYE.
SIGNING OFF--
L.A.L.L.A.L.A
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Left @ 10/06/2007 07:15:00 PM
Left @ 10/06/2007 07:15:00 PM
Friday, October 05, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
today's paper was difficult laaa ~
zzz, hope it'll turn out fine lo (:
after school went to meet up with witaya,
then went to chanhong's house, yeaps.
lazy lo him, sleep for so longg ! =X
then later on took bus home with sharon,
went to meet jovina they all first.
then chit chatted for awhile then went home (:
hais, duno what happen lorr, suddenly like that.
IM FREAKING LOST & WORRIED ! ):
takecare pple.
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
today's paper was difficult laaa ~
zzz, hope it'll turn out fine lo (:
after school went to meet up with witaya,
then went to chanhong's house, yeaps.
lazy lo him, sleep for so longg ! =X
then later on took bus home with sharon,
went to meet jovina they all first.
then chit chatted for awhile then went home (:
hais, duno what happen lorr, suddenly like that.
IM FREAKING LOST & WORRIED ! ):
takecare pple.
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
--
Left @ 10/05/2007 08:54:00 PM
Left @ 10/05/2007 08:54:00 PM
Thursday, October 04, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
today was okay, went for bio remedial (:
nowadays weather's so damnn hot can ?!
dieeeeing soon alrd, wanna sleep in class also cant la ! arghs*
gosh, tmrr's the language paper alrd.
duno how to explain my feeling ~
T.T sians ah ! i hope everything will go well.
today went to buy with bestfren's rings for his lover ^^
pretty pretty, so sweet lo can ? :D
yeaps, nothing much to blog about.
WISH EVERYONE ALL THE BEST !
p.s i miss you !
CAMMMWHOREEEEEEEES !~
signing off--
l.a.l.l.al.a
today was okay, went for bio remedial (:
nowadays weather's so damnn hot can ?!
dieeeeing soon alrd, wanna sleep in class also cant la ! arghs*
gosh, tmrr's the language paper alrd.
duno how to explain my feeling ~
T.T sians ah ! i hope everything will go well.
today went to buy with bestfren's rings for his lover ^^
pretty pretty, so sweet lo can ? :D
yeaps, nothing much to blog about.
WISH EVERYONE ALL THE BEST !
p.s i miss you !
CAMMMWHOREEEEEEEES !~
signing off--
l.a.l.l.al.a
--
Left @ 10/04/2007 07:45:00 PM
Left @ 10/04/2007 07:45:00 PM
Wednesday, October 03, 2007 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
today tried studying in school for maths.
but im seriously getting worried !
OHMYTIAN ~ am i gonna fail ?!
haha, thats exaggerating, for fun (:
aloy's at the hospital, because of his knee.
his operation's today, i hope his alright (:
today, he din managed to wake up on time to come school,
but its okay cause i also duno why xP
but i do miss him ! :D
alrights, takecare all SEXAYYYYS ~
p.s ; mark, i hope you wont watch porn anymore.
OR peep your mummy bathing alrd le.
so you wont kena by mr hafiz for getting late again xP
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
today tried studying in school for maths.
but im seriously getting worried !
OHMYTIAN ~ am i gonna fail ?!
haha, thats exaggerating, for fun (:
aloy's at the hospital, because of his knee.
his operation's today, i hope his alright (:
today, he din managed to wake up on time to come school,
but its okay cause i also duno why xP
but i do miss him ! :D
alrights, takecare all SEXAYYYYS ~
p.s ; mark, i hope you wont watch porn anymore.
OR peep your mummy bathing alrd le.
so you wont kena by mr hafiz for getting late again xP
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 10/03/2007 08:34:00 PM
Left @ 10/03/2007 08:34:00 PM
