Friday, April 18, 2008 ♥.
HEY PEEPS
sorry about not blogginfg for the ast few days. was busying with my homework and stuffs! i wont be able to come online on weekdays nowadays alrd. cause im studying everyday till eleven plus and off to sleep. i've skipped too much lessons alrd, so i cant afford to lose out to time. i must spend it wisely on the right thing! & right now, no matter what happens, i'll push it all till after my o levels, i wont let it affect me anymore. cause i've put in alot of effort, and i will not sacrifice it to throw all my effort away for things that aren't worth it. cause i dont wanna start all over again anymore. actually i feel that its like a blessing in disguise. thou i hate that i've missed out so much, but if this hadn't happened, i wudn't know that its really time to work hard. and now, after knowing i've lose out to time, im working super duper hard for my studies alrd! finally, this time i succeed. i find everything so worth it and im really happy with it. thou life ain't perfect for everyone, im contented with what im having & leading right now. at loeast i've a goal for myself now. i know i've to prove myself to others that i can make it well even thou i've missed out. even if i din do very well, at least i've worked hard for it before, & i'll feel real proud about myself alrightt! hahas. oh yea, tmrr's carnival day! and i've finally got my permission granted to attend tmrr's carnival. & my brothers and sisters wud have to fectch me to and from school. hees, im so touched over it man! & i really wanna thank my lovely brothers & sisters who had help[ed me all along, i really feel so happy & touched over it ( thou some pple always ps me at times ) hahas! well, im just truly grateful, for every action you guys had done, i'll always remember. (:
to mr. giving up hope -
i really dont wish to see you ending up in such a state. it makes me feel upset. i know that its hard & painful for you right now but giving up is a way of cowardise! & it'll get you no where, for everything you chose to do right now, its wrong! its not that you cant give up on her. its just how you're willing to see it & what way you've chose to love her. standing at different places & positions, allows you to see many angles. if you insist on not budging to try other ways, you'll nver get up from your nightmare! its all part & parcels of life. if i can do it, everyone else can including you! you've been one of my frens that i've always cherished, so please, its time you really think about it & get hard on youerself. i promise you, when you succeed, things will show you that its all worth it & how foolish you've been for something not worth over. i hope its time you really get back yourself! (:
PICTURESS!
SISTERRRRRRR! :DD
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
sorry about not blogginfg for the ast few days. was busying with my homework and stuffs! i wont be able to come online on weekdays nowadays alrd. cause im studying everyday till eleven plus and off to sleep. i've skipped too much lessons alrd, so i cant afford to lose out to time. i must spend it wisely on the right thing! & right now, no matter what happens, i'll push it all till after my o levels, i wont let it affect me anymore. cause i've put in alot of effort, and i will not sacrifice it to throw all my effort away for things that aren't worth it. cause i dont wanna start all over again anymore. actually i feel that its like a blessing in disguise. thou i hate that i've missed out so much, but if this hadn't happened, i wudn't know that its really time to work hard. and now, after knowing i've lose out to time, im working super duper hard for my studies alrd! finally, this time i succeed. i find everything so worth it and im really happy with it. thou life ain't perfect for everyone, im contented with what im having & leading right now. at loeast i've a goal for myself now. i know i've to prove myself to others that i can make it well even thou i've missed out. even if i din do very well, at least i've worked hard for it before, & i'll feel real proud about myself alrightt! hahas. oh yea, tmrr's carnival day! and i've finally got my permission granted to attend tmrr's carnival. & my brothers and sisters wud have to fectch me to and from school. hees, im so touched over it man! & i really wanna thank my lovely brothers & sisters who had help[ed me all along, i really feel so happy & touched over it ( thou some pple always ps me at times ) hahas! well, im just truly grateful, for every action you guys had done, i'll always remember. (:
to mr. giving up hope -
i really dont wish to see you ending up in such a state. it makes me feel upset. i know that its hard & painful for you right now but giving up is a way of cowardise! & it'll get you no where, for everything you chose to do right now, its wrong! its not that you cant give up on her. its just how you're willing to see it & what way you've chose to love her. standing at different places & positions, allows you to see many angles. if you insist on not budging to try other ways, you'll nver get up from your nightmare! its all part & parcels of life. if i can do it, everyone else can including you! you've been one of my frens that i've always cherished, so please, its time you really think about it & get hard on youerself. i promise you, when you succeed, things will show you that its all worth it & how foolish you've been for something not worth over. i hope its time you really get back yourself! (:
PICTURESS!
SISTERRRRRRR! :DD
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 4/18/2008 07:54:00 PM
Left @ 4/18/2008 07:54:00 PM
