Jingying, loving me for decades? ♥

Saturday, May 03, 2008 ♥.

HEY PEEPS .

i've got nothing to talk about today, im going to study alrd, takecares. yea, im feeling down. since last night. sorry if i dont pickup calls & reply msges today. apologizes!*

to you, what is love all about?
is love the desire for human's satisfaction, the comfort of finding the one whose willing to care for you, or is it just the pure love you're looking for? does human have to go thru so much things then you'll learn from it?how wud you feel, if the one you trusted and loved deeply betrayed you for another him/her repeatedly? wud you give them another chance to trust them again? will ther be happiness in the end or more hurt caused to yourself? how were you able to express your own feelings to the person who wanted to, whenever you had the chance and you became speechless? can you express how you feel when things happens again yet you're willing to believe him/her again, just because you hope that they can just cherish you this time round and treasure you? you're envious of the couple at the park just now & do you have a sudden urge to call the one up to tell that you'd actually been missing him/her all this while? many times, everyone wud say the same thing, no one really understands me, yea i agree. but have you ever try to understand the feeling of the person whose wiiling to try understanding you? have you ever thought how wud it be like if no one bothers to ask how're you anymore one day? have you thought, who'd be the one to stand by you at any point of time if you feel sad or you just felt helpless? wud you tell others or even the one who said, they'll be by you no matter what, that you cried last night? waht wud you do if you had a fight with the ones you've trusted? no one will understand, only you yourself knows how it really felt, perhaps you need support & encouragement, but the only one who can pull yourself up again from everything is, yourself, your own decision & determination. i feel that life is what we have to go thru, sometimes only by yourself but you still have to continue the journey.

; i finally understand the cruellty in the realistic world & i feel like dieing.

signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a

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Left @ 5/03/2008 02:56:00 PM