30th AUGUST.today is lovely's third month. but its only left with me, alone. i seemed to be accepting th fact that he's gone. slowly and slowly.. but, it just feels like as if, he is around me, always. and today, since morning, i've been missing him alot. its just th fear of being alone. and i'll still be waiting, till th day we both meet again. im full of faith, cause i believed in everything you once told me. even if you wont love me anymore, i'll be glad to just see your face once more and loving you in th heart. lovely, we'll meet one day again, im sure of it. and i promised, i wont leave this world, cause i'll pull thru every single suffering now and in th near future. i'll finish up th things you cant finish up, th things you cant experience & to fulfill. i give you my word. i sensed your presence today in my dream, im sure you know what im thinking. let both of us just remain silent. rest well my dearest, i know what im doing, no worries. i still miss you.
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Left @ 8/30/2008 05:41:00 PM