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Saturday, August 23, 2008 ♥.
I CANT ACCEPT TH FACT..

i will not be blogging for th next whole period of time. i need time to really calm myself down. i cant accept th fact that lovely had left me, gone forever, nver to exist in this world again. i will not accept th fact, its just a dream. i know, i'll wake up from it. he wudn't just leave like that. its not th reality. i know that aft a sleep, i'll wake up and see him alright. everyone is just dreaming, its just a cruel joke made to us. he was fine yesterday night, he was still talking to me. i cud still feel his temperature while he stands right beside me. he was still joking about with me. he still hugged me tightly. i cant accept that he's gone forever. it must have been th worst nightmare i've encounter. i'll wake up from that nightmare. i know he wont do such things to me. but.. all these are just lies to numb myself. cause.. its all facts. facts that can nver be changed again. his voice can nver be heard, his backview that i used to watch, th way he disturbs me, it had all turned into memories, memories that makes my heart ache badly. happy & sad moments. im glad, im still his till th last minute, till he leaves this world. and right now, i gotta accept th fact that.. he's gone. forever. goodbye lovely. dont forget about us. remember, i love you.

its really departure this time round. and it hurts badly, so bad till you wont even realized that you're crying. i know you'll watch over me, you said that before. look me up alright? im waiting for you to come back. i'll wish to see your face again. i miss you.

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