Tuesday, September 23, 2008 ♥.
days goes by..
its been a month. and i gotta get used to th life that i've to continue leading on. it may not be easy, but everything's worth a try. and this, is a must, to get it over first, and right now. i cant be stucked with th past and not budge totally. i'll be suffering much more in th end, so, everything's gradually under control for now. so far so good, i believe.
time passes quickly, that everytime i open my eyes, a new day has begin yet th pain doesn't get lesser. th memories dont get away, you'll still see th same image in your mind. sometimes, th best memories kills. you wont be able to get away from reality. it was a lie. a lie that you will never be able to succeed in telling yourself, that everything was just a dream. it wont succeed.
i've thought, and i've concluded. i still love lovely very much. even though he abandoned me, even though he breaks my heart. i'll still be here. i've to let go of him, someday, on th outside, but its a sure that it's not now. like th past, i know, as long as hearts stays as one. it doesn't really matter much. because i believe in him. because i know, he'll be somewhere around me. i miss him, every moment. and i know, he can feel me. but its okay. i learnt to open up my mind. i'll continue loving him in my heart. and i'll find a better man, someday, like what he told me to. cause i'll always play along his game. i never fail to fufil his tasks.
i realized, th cruelty of life.
you either be th one who gets th power. or you'll be ordered around. although, i know, this is reality. but, i cant hep to continue believing. i may be called stupid, naive. but what can i do? if backstabbing, can help you to be better, go ahead. im here, all by twenty-four hours for you to do so. i do not know why, and i cannot get th answer. but i believe, in karma. what goes out, comes back in. i can be th only one who believe in this, i dont care. but think, bad doings wont ever bring you far. this is what i can assure you.
tolerance has a limit.
never. push a person too far. you'll regret it. tears are not meant to be rolling down for th sake of lies. it aint for hypocrites. its a definite no. i repeat, lies cant be kept forever. many times, disliking someone, need not have to show it out. this is not, hypocrites. this is just, avoid lesser troubles. but times, many things need not have to be explained. as long as you're sure of what you're doing and friends around you whose gives trust. every other thing, it can be invisible.
im willing to give another chance, to everyone, including myself.
and to let you guys get updated ;
im studying hard now. avoid contacting me unless necessary.
do leave tags & messages if theres a need to tell me something.
thank you very much.
its been a month. and i gotta get used to th life that i've to continue leading on. it may not be easy, but everything's worth a try. and this, is a must, to get it over first, and right now. i cant be stucked with th past and not budge totally. i'll be suffering much more in th end, so, everything's gradually under control for now. so far so good, i believe.
time passes quickly, that everytime i open my eyes, a new day has begin yet th pain doesn't get lesser. th memories dont get away, you'll still see th same image in your mind. sometimes, th best memories kills. you wont be able to get away from reality. it was a lie. a lie that you will never be able to succeed in telling yourself, that everything was just a dream. it wont succeed.
i've thought, and i've concluded. i still love lovely very much. even though he abandoned me, even though he breaks my heart. i'll still be here. i've to let go of him, someday, on th outside, but its a sure that it's not now. like th past, i know, as long as hearts stays as one. it doesn't really matter much. because i believe in him. because i know, he'll be somewhere around me. i miss him, every moment. and i know, he can feel me. but its okay. i learnt to open up my mind. i'll continue loving him in my heart. and i'll find a better man, someday, like what he told me to. cause i'll always play along his game. i never fail to fufil his tasks.
i realized, th cruelty of life.
you either be th one who gets th power. or you'll be ordered around. although, i know, this is reality. but, i cant hep to continue believing. i may be called stupid, naive. but what can i do? if backstabbing, can help you to be better, go ahead. im here, all by twenty-four hours for you to do so. i do not know why, and i cannot get th answer. but i believe, in karma. what goes out, comes back in. i can be th only one who believe in this, i dont care. but think, bad doings wont ever bring you far. this is what i can assure you.
tolerance has a limit.
never. push a person too far. you'll regret it. tears are not meant to be rolling down for th sake of lies. it aint for hypocrites. its a definite no. i repeat, lies cant be kept forever. many times, disliking someone, need not have to show it out. this is not, hypocrites. this is just, avoid lesser troubles. but times, many things need not have to be explained. as long as you're sure of what you're doing and friends around you whose gives trust. every other thing, it can be invisible.
im willing to give another chance, to everyone, including myself.
and to let you guys get updated ;
im studying hard now. avoid contacting me unless necessary.
do leave tags & messages if theres a need to tell me something.
thank you very much.
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Left @ 9/23/2008 03:40:00 PM
Left @ 9/23/2008 03:40:00 PM
