IM GONNA START ALL OVER AGAIN..

well.. i know that friends and readers have been coming to me blog. im really sorry that i didn't update my blog. i believe you guys understands why im doing this. and yes, i decided to post, not today actually. but ended up, at this moment, i decided to. and so, guess that this post shud be good news that my love ones will get. i believe so.

and yes, finally, im gonna start everything over again. it isn't a suitable timing to start over, right now. definitely not. but.. i really have to. my o levels are reaching, and i freaking flunk my prelims this time. cause, i know, i didn't had th mood to do so. i know, i shudn't let mood, overtake my emotions for prelims. i shud have did my best. but wait. if you're in my shoes, wud you be able to make it thru? are you very sure? please do think twice. but now, i've decided to. and when i decided to, i'll put in my best. this time, a definite hundred percent. for myself, for lovely and for my love ones who cared about me so much.

and how much time am i left with? less than a month? or about a month? well.. it doesn't matter much. for now, im really very irritated over myself and everything. cause im in a mess, and i hate to clear up th mess. but still, i have to. this may be th hardest part of my life that i've to go thru, but, maybe not? maybe, theres still more to come. so, i must overcome it, i must grow up, i must learn from everything that made me sad and hurtful. its a must.

and PLEASE ;
if you guys love me, stress me to study hard!
and even harder than any normal person. please, dont be afraid that i cant take it.
i can, im very sure of it. please do this, if you dont wanna see me fail my Os.
im really very lost now. and i need pple around me to guide along. yes i need.
study study study, help me. will you guys? i've not much time left.
if im willing to put all these to a stop first, i really hope that you guys will help me along.
im trying to help myself alrd, i need you guys to help me along.
i really dont wish to play anymore. i dont wish to even touch games right now.
i need lots and lots and lots and lots lots lots of help right now!

and i must start to get back on track. i must run a hundred times faster than any other pple. i dont wanna ruin my own future in my own hands. and yes, regarding my prelims. i actually wanted to msg ms chong to say that im sorry. but, i didn't knew how to. i just hope that, she can understand why i did badly this time round. everything went out of plan. i was supposed to prove her wrong, and everyone else, that i can make it for my amaths. but well.. guess its all shit and rubbish now. guess that its just some task that i was boasting about. im really sorry, if my emaths went outta hand as well. i didn't want this. im really sorry. forgive me.
and right now, after tonight, i must get back to th old jingying i used to be. all these sadness, i'll leave till my Os are all over. i promise that i'll do to my fullest and to my best. from tmrr onwards, im gonna strive hard. no more time left for sadness around anymore. i'll handle all these shit aft my Os. since i've nver break any promises done to lovely. for this time round, for my Os, i'll do th very same, for him. and for myself. i'll do my best.


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