give me some time..i dont actually intend to blog, all th way, but i was told about something, so i decided to go and have a look at it. i hope you'll read this post of mine, its meant for you my dear.actually.. i really wanna tell you th truth. actually i really wanna be alright with you. but.. th consequences, im so damn afraid. yes, you're right, everything takes courage. and courage, is a hard thing to pluck up and go forward to. am i right? im not as strong, not at all, guess you arent too.im waiting fot th right time, this time, if you dont dare to come forward, i'll go forward instead. but still.. not now. give me some time to find a right solution to everything. fact is, its not like i didn't care. i do crack my brain cells. almost everyday and night. i think and think and think. yes, telling you not to think too much, its just a stupid thing to say so. cause if i were you, i wont stop thinking too. im really thinking of a best way to solve this thing. anyways, someday i'll tell you everything. meanwhile, like i said, i hope.. you really can take some time to think properly, not to waste time stressing. i dont wish to lose such a fren like you. but, if for th sake of both of us, please, spare some time thinking.. i know, you'll say you dont know, and you did not lie or whatever. but.. listen to me, give yourself some time to think, you can drop me a msg, if you feel that you've got th answer. and i can promise you, if you really really get th answer, we'll talk.. and nothing will be told to others. i just.. hope you take my words seriously. meantime, give me time.. give me time to think. and you too, please heed my words. this is th only solution left for us, for th time being. for th good well of us, please make a wise choice.i believe.. im doing well, on hating you.you will soon disappear from my heart, im glad (:
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Left @ 10/10/2008 06:11:00 PM