Sunday, October 05, 2008 ♥.
when you know all these are just useless..
you still do it, and to your best, because you felt that, that's th best for me. perhaps it really is. i really hope it is, i really hope all these cud end, as soon as possible. cause its hurting me very badly, i dont wish to be th one giving a strong stand anymore.it doesn't pays off for being strong. if you realized you're doing th wrong thing, you can stop anytime. i'll be glad to accept that decision. i guess i really hate you, im hating you like as if theres no tmrr left for me to do so. im not lying, i really hate you to th core.
this is what you hoped for, im sure of it. but it wont work, hatred wont last forever. not even a few days for me. trust me, my dear. you can act like as if you wont care, but let me tell you, i know you'll be there, somewhere around. you can say you dont care, but you'll be able to feel me crying, everytime. so dont act anymore, its not convincing at all, because your heart, totally ruined your plan. try harder th next time. no matter how hard you tried to be cruel and everything, you can never succeed. you once siad, it may hurt, i may cry, but i somehow wont give up. no its not true, i can do it. its just, i dont wish to give it up. you'll see, someday, we'll definately be in real different worlds. its just not time yet.
you'll know, what i've done, and what you've done.
th things we've tried to make for each other, its gonna kill us slowly.
BLOG CLOSED DOWN FOR TH TIME BEING.
I WILL NOT BE UPDATING MUCH TILL O LEVELS ARE OVER.
- but still, i will try to update at times, to let everyone get updated.
cause i realizedth time till o levels are over, its gonna be a month or so!
so well, study hard pple, i will update at least once in one or two weeks.
i know im contridicting! but well, sorries ~ dont stop trying! (:
you still do it, and to your best, because you felt that, that's th best for me. perhaps it really is. i really hope it is, i really hope all these cud end, as soon as possible. cause its hurting me very badly, i dont wish to be th one giving a strong stand anymore.it doesn't pays off for being strong. if you realized you're doing th wrong thing, you can stop anytime. i'll be glad to accept that decision. i guess i really hate you, im hating you like as if theres no tmrr left for me to do so. im not lying, i really hate you to th core.
this is what you hoped for, im sure of it. but it wont work, hatred wont last forever. not even a few days for me. trust me, my dear. you can act like as if you wont care, but let me tell you, i know you'll be there, somewhere around. you can say you dont care, but you'll be able to feel me crying, everytime. so dont act anymore, its not convincing at all, because your heart, totally ruined your plan. try harder th next time. no matter how hard you tried to be cruel and everything, you can never succeed. you once siad, it may hurt, i may cry, but i somehow wont give up. no its not true, i can do it. its just, i dont wish to give it up. you'll see, someday, we'll definately be in real different worlds. its just not time yet.
you'll know, what i've done, and what you've done.
th things we've tried to make for each other, its gonna kill us slowly.
BLOG CLOSED DOWN FOR TH TIME BEING.
I WILL NOT BE UPDATING MUCH TILL O LEVELS ARE OVER.
- but still, i will try to update at times, to let everyone get updated.
cause i realizedth time till o levels are over, its gonna be a month or so!
so well, study hard pple, i will update at least once in one or two weeks.
i know im contridicting! but well, sorries ~ dont stop trying! (:
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Left @ 10/05/2008 01:39:00 PM
Left @ 10/05/2008 01:39:00 PM
