Jingying, loving me for decades? ♥

Sunday, November 30, 2008 ♥.

♥ SINGING is my passion.

i just recall th passion of my life. hahha!

i neglected singing for a long time, gosh how can it happened!?

im gonna start from next week onwards, finaaalllyy.

its time i start to work for something i want & wud benefit me.

oh yea, my brother got into top 12.

that little ass, but i believe he'll go far.

good luck to him. (:

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Left @ 11/30/2008 10:19:00 PM

Wednesday, November 26, 2008 ♥.

Dearest readers..

im so tired now. i gotta go get rest asap. but i'll post and upload afew photos before i go. hmm, okay. well.. today, gotta go pray my grandfather then attend funeral. well.. hmm, work's kinda.. err, i needa do very fast tmrr! lol. last day for dateline. oh yes, i've much to say. but im dead tired now alrd. woooo. so, i'll leave it to th next post, okay?

oh, th ones on tagboard...
is that you, jiong? cause, err all brothers & sisters will agree on why we'll think of jiong first. hahha! well, lastly, i love my brothers&sisters super much!

th thing i felt i gained most is ;
having to know this group of brothers & sisters. thanks!
love you all man, muackzsxz ~ ^^

brotherhood? :D

i decided to post an... unglam photo! ^^

th GAYest brothers i can ever have!

awwww ~ so cute!

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Left @ 11/26/2008 10:06:00 PM

Monday, November 24, 2008 ♥.

after going thru so much, it ended up with nothing.

i believe that i've been feeling happy these few days, i mean, im really back to th jingying everyone used to know. th one who lames around & keep laughing & smiling like a mad woman. i announce proudly, im really alright now. its like.. i used to act as if im alright, well.. its tiring. seriously, it kills. but right now, i somehow woke up from my deep and painful sleep. i cant say i wont tink of my past & totally forget every stuff. but, im trying my best. im not forgetting, im just accepting everything that is turning into right now. i dont mind crying to recall th past, but i will not forget, because forgetting is a lie and it is actually a way to escape from reality. so, why not face it and accept th fact and let it go? im able to do it now,im glad. credits dont go to myself, but to everyone who was there for me! i seriously love you guys, i realized so much things after i can accept th fact of everything now.

i just wanna say, dont get me wrong, i didn't throw away my past. i just kept it, really deep in my heart. i still miss him. i dont deny, but only as a best memory. yea? i cant hold on to th depressing past, i'll die in sorrows. so, im really alright now, no lies! im now single & available! lol. just kidding xD im only available to my brothers & sisters ! hees.

oh yessssssssssss my dearest readers ~

have you cast your votes for th nominated photos? ^^

for th time being, its aloy's photo leading (:

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Left @ 11/24/2008 08:29:00 PM

Thursday, November 20, 2008 ♥.

GRAD NIGHT ENDED SO QUICKLY ..

well, i dont really have th time to upload all th photos yesterday. cause i was called back for work, so my plan was ruined and my sleep was disturbed. god, i was so freaking tired cause i slept at five plus in th morning. and heels, made me made last night. my leg hurts freaking off much! cause we were like walking and walking. and i hope that the performance last night wasn't that bad. cause it was las minute, a day for us to practise only. well, this was how it goes yesterday.

5 - 6.15 rehearsal.
6.15-7.15 doing nothing.
7.15-7.30 register.
7.30-7.45 photo taking.
7.45 & on : event started.
10.45 : grad night ended.
10.45-11.30 photo taking
11.30-12.10 walking to clark quey
12.10 -12.35 drinking with mr goh.
12.45 - 1.30 slacking at th bridge
1.30-1.45 walking towards mac.
2.30 : jovina's dad came to fetch us.
3.10 : home sweet home.
3.55 : bathed.
4.25 : waited for hair to dry.
5.15 : dreamland.

9 plus 10am : SINLING MSGED ME! I NEED TO GO WORK! T.T
haiii haii haii haiii haii ~

but i wanna thank brothers so so so much for helping me! god, i super love you guys. damnnit, i wont deny that you guys are god off gentleman. so nice of you guys. seriously, im touched! hate high heels! bwahhhh. but after last night, i've found back myself. thanks so much for letting me realized so many things now alrwady. i miss you guys so much now! lastly, i really wanna say this so much & shout out loud.. i super love you all! ^^

jovina/penguin/aloy/jiong/peng/khai/kianwei/jiajun/keehou.
although jiajun always lame & kp me! although kianwei also keep telling me lame things! although keehou say jokes that are not funny! although aloy always act cute! although khai is very picky for his clothes! although jiong does popping like...? ! although peng always kena gay by jiong! although jovina & penguin is late! but im still touched, cause all th guys said that they wanted to piggy back me, and khai&aloy helped me to get up, and aloy let me stepped on his leg, even thou im so heavy xD i got your meaning, thanks so much, i was so touched! no lies, im serious. we'll get out soon again! hees.

FINALLY PHOTOS!!!!

performing...

lol. first photo of three of us..

lol im not ready man!

im so proud of jessica...

these three jokers...

im speechlesss about them (:

th reunion. (:

unready photo..

th act cute sunshine boys! ^^

khai ; jying ; peng

do you repent?

jovinaaaaaa & jying (:

an animal sister of mine. muacksxz!

jiong, my best laughing medicine brother (:

he rocks, love jiong!

aloy is my best singing partner brother!

i love him man! ^^

penguin ; aloy.

brendon ; jying (:

khairul anwar , th one who piss me off.

but is my cute brother who makes me smile! (:

khai ; penguin

brendon ; penguin

peng is th one.. who will gang up with me

against aloy or jiong at times! and i send my

dogs to bite him ! ^^

my best dog.

dayyynaaaaaa :D

booo! im bored xD

lovable & adorable sisters.

SMILES SISTERS.

i love you guys (:

muacksxz sisters!

and a weird ah peh behind =x

NEOPRINTS? (:

BRENDON & KHAI.

liyana & jying.

ismail ; penguin

kianwei! th funny guy who always make

me laugh and smile for my day (:

jying ; jiong

Jiajun always say me then deny in th end.

but he is still cuteeeee okay (:

jying ; jovina :D

penguin & kianwei

yu xiang & pok chow?

lol?

ridley! th number one rated cute boy (:

ridley & penguin

hmm?

aloy has a charming smile ~

indra .

this is

JOVINA TAN.

this is

KHAIRUL ANWAR (:

this is

LEE JING YING (:

GAMBLING DEN?

th cards had picture of woman........

zzzzz.

miss kaur ; jying ; jovina ; penguin.

our netball clan.

penguyin; jying ; ismail ; theresha ; khuzaimah ; jovina

miss shanthi, our form tcher (:

miss chong! i love you! ^^

guys ~

group photo (:

HERE IT GOES...

THESE ARE TH NOMINATED PHOTOS...
PLEASE VOTE xD

first ; jiong & peng.

caption : so cute worsxz.

second ; jiong & khai.

caption : th neoprint (:

third ; brendon & khai

caption : th cute boys.

fourth ; aloy

caption : handsome man.

(HEY! I TOOOK THIS!)

LAST BUT NOT LEAST ; KHAIRUL ANWAR

caption : i love myself.

we'll announce th results by arrangement of nominated photos on th next post (:

please vote by tagging or commenting or msging me your choice. thank you.

& NOMINEES if you do not wanna win. please vote for your other competitors (:

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Left @ 11/20/2008 08:16:00 PM