I really dont like the feeling, of me having dreams of you, again. not this time round, not anymore. i dont want to remember the pain that i felt months ago. i dont like the look in your eyes, that pair of remorseful and neglecting eyes, the way you look at me. its a nightmare that i've tried so hard to get away from, after all my efforts that i've put in, i shud nver feel anything for you, not anymore. its all over. ever since the second you went down, you have decided to give up in everything you had in this world, including me. that's the fact. but.. i dont know why, why am i feeling so afraid of everything, now. it somehow feels like, i've, got no one, to turn to...

Okay, i suddenly feel really tired. but, im not going to sleep early tonight! im gonna watch my PRISON BREAK videos first before i sleep. and yes. wentworth miller wentworth miller! omg omg omg ~ and dont say that he is gay. he is not! at least, he denies, and i say so right! if you not happy, come out talk only! HEHE (x just joking ~

Okayokay, byebye readers. tired tired ~ goodnights [: