Jingying, loving me for decades? ♥

Saturday, August 29, 2009 ♥.

Hiii guys! [:

Went out last night for dinner to celebrate this 4 boyyyys -loyloy pengpeng khaikhai jiankai -'s birthday. and khai was so surprised because no one told him that we're gonna celebrate his birthday and he was excited but, he was grunting saying that if he knew we're gonna celebrate his birthday he wud have dressed up for this dinner. hahaahah!

Nwayz, i was laughing like a mad dog thankks to khai & hwee kiat (did i spell correctly? =x) and th main person was LEONG JIA JUN lahhhhh! kaoz, i laugh like maddd dogggg. damnn funny you know! especially when he was doing the aunty lucy thing, i think i laugh till the whole shopping centre can hear xD

Photos from my cam only, yet to get from nehh [:

our HANDSOME cool pengpeng & most KAWAII khaikhai [:

this is our handsome but VAINEST loyloy *winkwink*

this is the HOTTEST jiongjiong among all brothers xD

JIAOEST birdieee & KINDEST malmal ~ ^^

let me tell you, mervin is damnn funny !

especially when he take photos, always nver laugh one..

damnn man lah huh *ahemz* HAH!

the most kpkb sisterchin, i know you'll see this!

and can you like.. stop peeping at my msges!? shen qii hor ~

hahahahaha.

senghong with his extremely big headset.

and hk who dont know how a prawn tail looks like xD

penguin neh jying {:

AUNTYYY LUCYYY!

this was th shot that made me laughhed like

!@$#%#@ crazyyyyy ~ hahaha!

ummiiiiiiii & michelleee. [:

amyyyy [: & my ex mummy ):

jiankaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ~

Nwayz, really enjoyed last night's dinner cause i was laughing and lauging like crazy crazy crazy mad dogg woman. went banananananaananasxzxzx ~ hehe! and holidays are here! time to go out and have fun. we're planning for a chalet around sept or oct right? cant wait cant wait ~ hahaha! let's go out soon again, love all brothers & sisters ^^

Oh yeah, guys, and whose going back to tpss on monday? its tcher's dayyyyyyyyyyyyyy! [: omggg i sound so gayyy. hahaha nwayz im happy! weeee ~

CAN YOU GUYS KINDLY SPOT THE EXTRA?
(im sure you guys can do it!)
THANK YOU ^^

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Left @ 8/29/2009 04:21:00 PM

Friday, August 28, 2009 ♥.

HOLIDAYYYSSXZ
HOLIDAYYYSSXZ
HOLIDAYYYSSXZ

shiioookkk x 1oooooo [:

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Left @ 8/28/2009 02:42:00 PM

Wednesday, August 26, 2009 ♥.

Hiiiii guys!

Had InHT paper done this afternoon and.. really, all i can say is that ;

im freaking screwed up! ahh well, its over its over.. sup paper here i come ~

Nwayz, tmr's my last paper. RHT paper, and i promise i will NOT screw this paper up. 100% sure okkkkk! and the thought of after my RHT paper tmr totally brighten up my dayy! weee ~ cause im on a holiday mood already. so, i must persevere! one more paper of RHT and im free! yesyesyesyesyes. [:

Ohyesss! and, whose birthday issit today ahhhhh?

ITS OUR HANDSOME LOYLOY's & PENGPENG's BIRTHDAYY!

this is th kawaii photo i've taken of them today, cute right ~ say yes.

hahahaha! nwayz, wish they become even more handsome lah har.

andand, pengpeng continue to be rain while loyloy.. be sun also can ah!

HEHEHE, love you guys! ^^

I am still as happy, wahahaha :D

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Left @ 8/26/2009 07:14:00 PM

Tuesday, August 25, 2009 ♥.

HeelllooOoOo00O00Ooo ~

I am still as happy todayyy. and as high as yesterday, weets! love to be happy :D nwayz, have not finished studying my InHT, like so much to memorize and my brain's memory space is kinda full you see.. nwayz! still gotta get back to studying later on, after i rest ! cause im tired of all th writings just now ~

And another 2 pple said that my hair is purple today, super happy you mei you ~ ^^ first its leon and then penguin, kai xin kai xin! and i think im really v hyper and crazy these few days. nwayz, i like it ~ sooooooooooooooo, continue to make me happy and make me laugh like a mad dog {:

this photo is uploaded by valerie that lame biatch.

neh says its an ancient photo took 2 years backk ~

we both look so gongggg can, gooonduuuuSZX, haha!

cant wait to meet up with her ^^

Happy Jingyinggggggg!

hees, byebye! [:

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Left @ 8/25/2009 06:54:00 PM

Monday, August 24, 2009 ♥.

Hii hii hii hii hii ~

Weeeeeets! im feeling happy happy! dont ask me why, because i dont know why. i just feel happy, yeayyy ~ hahaha, sounds so much like a fagg. nwayz,, had OB paper today. i know how to do, yeayyy x 2 ! mcqs were so easy, but, sad to say i think im crazy.. cause i f-ing shade wrongly, and i dont know why the hell i did that! omfgodsxzz.

Okay, so 2 papers down & 2 more to go.. yeah, c'mon 2 more papers only and im a freebird ~ everyday play and play and play. just having th thought of it makes me super kai xin okkkkk! wahaha. nwayz, im just highhh currently. so i dont know what crapz im talking about.

So, im gonna go watch prison break now, i guess ~ then sleep and study InHT tmr! perfect plan, wooots. off i go now! love you guys love you guys love you guys, hees! & 2 pple said my hair is purple, YEAYYYYYYYYYYY! ^^

see my happy face, you mei you ~
nwayz, this is the length, cant see the difference de lah..
im still the same jingying, hehehe!

& i hope someone will stop threatening me with that sms i sent ):
you know who you are okkkkkkkk, hahahaha.

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Left @ 8/24/2009 11:30:00 PM

Sunday, August 23, 2009 ♥.

Its been a year..

Exactly a year when everything had happened right in front of my eyes. that very one year ago, i was sobbing so hard that i neglected all the ones who i love and care for me when all these fell hard on me. i regretted so much why i did these to those who were so worried over me, cause the step i took was wrong. i knew, i actually broke so many hearts at that time.

He left a great impact on me, i wont deny. He did said that he'll always be there to hold on to my sorrows. he knows what im thinking and how im feeling every now and then. the way he encourages me and advices me whenever im caught up in problems, he was more like a best friend than a lover. it was like he knew everything that i didn't mentioned to him. he was more than what you expect, he was a nice guy.

One was my best friend, the other was my lover. when they left, it felt as if it was a nightmare that i cudn't get away from. eventually, i lost many things because i didn't thought of the consequences and did everything without thinking. after all, i've learnt to be much more independent after this incident. because of the ones who cared for me, i changed and left the rest.

I onced, had my hair long because of him. but not now anymore, i know what i want and what i shud do. for myself, and for the ones who love me. i said, if one day i had my hair cut short means i've let go of him whole heartedly. and finally, after so long, i finally shortened my hair. this time, i will only look forward because its all over.

I sincerely hope you're doing fine, up there. you'll always be my bestest friend and i'll never forget you for the rest of my life. for now, we're in our separate ways. we're no longer as one. thanks for the memories, my dear friends.. kept down, forever [:

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FYI ; This is not an emo post okkkk!

I had my hair cut and redyed last night! it wasn't exactly very short, but.. more than half of it was snipped off. hair will grow back nways, so im not too worried. and well, im happy with my current hair. so, dont question me about my hair already okkkkkk! and valerie is copycat, see i cut hair then also wanna cut hair.. what a dog, you mei you ~ HAHAHA!

Nwayz, jarod had his event yesterday. then valerie came over to my house after that. was exhausted and all. thus, i've yet to study OB at all ~ zzz omfgsxz. okokaay, im off to study now, tmr's OB paper already. wish me luck wish me luck pleaseee :D

goodbye, long hair [:

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Left @ 8/23/2009 01:37:00 PM

Friday, August 21, 2009 ♥.

Hiiii guys! [:

Econs down. 3 more to go, OB InHT RHT. gonna chiong OB for the next 2 day ~ im nearer to holidays, yeayyyy! and i freaking got cramps today! felt terrible+horrible+vegetable = almost going to faint. it actually scare the hell outta me. cause thats before econs paper, and i cudn't concentrate. and i was really worried that it'll affect my paper later on. but, fortunately, i felt okay after that, happy happy :D

Im happy todayyyyyy!~!~!~! because, econs over and had a happy small chit-chat session with brothers just now. but im dead tired now, wanted to revise a little, that was my plan earlier on. but.. im so tired to do so now, cramps caused it okay.... so, change of plans! nwayz, me wanna repeat again..

IM HAPPY TODAY, KAI XIN KAI XIN ^^

pengpeng, loyloy, jiongjiong = chao kawaiisxzx!

cant wait for exams to end, cant wait for th next meet up with th rest! [:

rest today = dota today
its definitely the most ideal plan, am i right? i bet you'd agree ^^

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Left @ 8/21/2009 06:49:00 PM

Wednesday, August 19, 2009 ♥.

My wrong doings caused it all..

He once said, as long as im doing the right thing and i must always believe in myself like i used to, i'll be fine. people who dont understand why i did all these, they will understand my intention one day. was it a lie or was it that im no longer able to convince myself that all these will be fine.

I miss those times, when we can just cry and tell out everything to each other. but things have changed, everyone's gonna live it their own way now. its all about being independent and standing up on your own when you fall. you no longer remember that you can cry when you fall and wait for your love ones to help you up.

My heart sank.. when i realized, its time to let go of everything that we had lost.

Jingying {:

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Left @ 8/19/2009 09:16:00 PM

Tuesday, August 18, 2009 ♥.

Hiiii all!

Stayed home the whole day, weather was really hot so didn't had the pull factor to make me get outta my house to go study outside. nwayz, woke up late in addition, so didn't join th rest to study in school this afternoon, apologies!

And, i've completed studying.. 6 chapters.. ONLY! whatthehell ~ nwayz, as i expected. im so screwed. yeah, but im studying now okay! after this blog post, im gonna continue studying. dont doubt, i mean it, dont! well.. hope th rest out there are studying, dont be a slacker like me! okkkk? [:

And pictures are finally up! ^^

Got see v man guys here?! HAHAHA.