Sunday, August 23, 2009 ♥.
Its been a year..
Exactly a year when everything had happened right in front of my eyes. that very one year ago, i was sobbing so hard that i neglected all the ones who i love and care for me when all these fell hard on me. i regretted so much why i did these to those who were so worried over me, cause the step i took was wrong. i knew, i actually broke so many hearts at that time.
He left a great impact on me, i wont deny. He did said that he'll always be there to hold on to my sorrows. he knows what im thinking and how im feeling every now and then. the way he encourages me and advices me whenever im caught up in problems, he was more like a best friend than a lover. it was like he knew everything that i didn't mentioned to him. he was more than what you expect, he was a nice guy.
One was my best friend, the other was my lover. when they left, it felt as if it was a nightmare that i cudn't get away from. eventually, i lost many things because i didn't thought of the consequences and did everything without thinking. after all, i've learnt to be much more independent after this incident. because of the ones who cared for me, i changed and left the rest.
I onced, had my hair long because of him. but not now anymore, i know what i want and what i shud do. for myself, and for the ones who love me. i said, if one day i had my hair cut short means i've let go of him whole heartedly. and finally, after so long, i finally shortened my hair. this time, i will only look forward because its all over.
I sincerely hope you're doing fine, up there. you'll always be my bestest friend and i'll never forget you for the rest of my life. for now, we're in our separate ways. we're no longer as one. thanks for the memories, my dear friends.. kept down, forever [:
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FYI ; This is not an emo post okkkk!
I had my hair cut and redyed last night! it wasn't exactly very short, but.. more than half of it was snipped off. hair will grow back nways, so im not too worried. and well, im happy with my current hair. so, dont question me about my hair already okkkkkk! and valerie is copycat, see i cut hair then also wanna cut hair.. what a dog, you mei you ~ HAHAHA!
Nwayz, jarod had his event yesterday. then valerie came over to my house after that. was exhausted and all. thus, i've yet to study OB at all ~ zzz omfgsxz. okokaay, im off to study now, tmr's OB paper already. wish me luck wish me luck pleaseee :D
goodbye, long hair [:
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Left @ 8/23/2009 01:37:00 PM
Left @ 8/23/2009 01:37:00 PM
