Jingying, loving me for decades? ♥

Saturday, October 31, 2009 ♥.

Went to celebrate jiong's birthday yesterday.
and i had a great time with brothers&sisters [:

Peng was ultraaaaaa hot & sexy.
stay tune to fb after videos are uploaded! hehhe.

Shall upload photos when i get them kayyyy.

We can't gain if we can't let go.

There's no love without tears,

there's no happiness without sacrifice,

and there's no forever without goodbyes...

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Left @ 10/31/2009 11:37:00 AM

Thursday, October 29, 2009 ♥.

Long dayy in school till 6pm.

wanted to get on with school work today.

But, spent my day on composing music with jarod.

Yet, content with the results. [:

I've weird & funny pple in my other classes.

I don't wish to be everything to everyone,
but I would like to be something to someone.

- Javan.

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Left @ 10/29/2009 11:00:00 PM

Wednesday, October 28, 2009 ♥.

I feel amazingly happy today.

dont know why, but im happy & hyper ^^v

but.. still dread to blog much.

shall leave blog's posting this way for some time. [:

♥

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Left @ 10/28/2009 05:45:00 PM

Tuesday, October 27, 2009 ♥.

Had a long day in school today.

9am to 7pm of classes, immbaaaaaa (x

TIRED TIRED.

went to cousin's chalet for the past few days.

handsomeeee, you promised to delete that photo [:

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Left @ 10/27/2009 08:42:00 PM

♥.

Too busy to blog these few days.

Too much to say these few days.

I am tired, exhausted and still sick.

i need to recover, i need my voice back! ):

nwayz, i took this picture at flyer's and i think damn got feel...
next time bring you there hor, HAHAHA!

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Left @ 10/27/2009 12:58:00 AM

Saturday, October 24, 2009 ♥.

No feeeeel.

Went out today with family.
Had dinner at flyer's.
Scenery there is beautiful..
Lots of pple in Halloween costumes.
So, decided to take photos with them.
Back home afterwards.
No feel for anything.
Dont know the reason why.
Goodbye.

Peekkktuurreeee [:

Feels like im the intruder, the bad person.....

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Left @ 10/24/2009 09:08:00 PM

Friday, October 23, 2009 ♥.

Friidaaayyyyyyy !

Its friday, this week seemed to pass v quickly. and also to remind myself that, next week is the official start of studies and i must chiongggg for my studies. hehheh! nwayz, i think i'll still slack around and all. but, im gonna try harder cause.. i totally let loose of myself last sem and play till crazy. that's bad, my gpa like shitsxz now. so, must buck up [:

Went for Comskills this morning, then lunch at ITas with classmates and to tm with penguin. walked around and bought some stuffs then to mac. sat and chit chat there till 5 then went home. my fever is gone, thats a good thing. but.. my flu dont get better and my cough worsened. i woke up with no voice this morning. zzzzzz i need my voice backkkkk! you know you know ~ i haven practised my stuffs. hope i recover sooon! pray pray pray ~

To the world you might be one person,
but to one person you might be the world.

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Left @ 10/23/2009 09:10:00 PM

Thursday, October 22, 2009 ♥.

Appeal successful [:

Went to the doctor this morning, must thank someone who is so sweet to accompany me, where to find huh!? hahaha! reached school at 11plus and met up with the rest at mensa. wanted to appeal to jac's class for U-Art but there were no more slots. so.. i went to appeal to BCPRCC with leon and melvin. we all opt to the same class. damnn happy you know. cause this means i dont have to be alone anymore. happy to th maxxxxxxx :D

But.. BCPRCC is chinese studies, history & cultures of china. i dont mind learning all those, but.. lessons are all conducted in chinese and.. there's letter writing and all. im kinda scared lahh. cause this sem i wanna chiong all my studies to pull up my lousy gpa for last sem. but i guess there's no other subj to change to already, so.. shall stick to it. nwayz, i think that this subj can help me alot in for my future since im gonna step into the tourism industry. so, i must work double hard! leon and melvin, heard that? we jiayou tgt hor ^^

This tissue packaging v cute right?!

look at the direct translation, damnn funny xD

♥ ♥ ♥

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Left @ 10/22/2009 08:49:00 PM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009 ♥.

Officially sick ):

Thought that i cud rest at home today, but.. there was Jap tutorial this morning at 9. v emo, felt like dying in class. nwayz, im sick and i've nothing to talk about, my brain is burning hot and im all drained out. dont fall sick like me okayyy! goodbye guys ~

penguin drew this for me ~

she said she is the one on the left and me on the right. haha.

where's my hired handsome boy ~

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Left @ 10/21/2009 09:03:00 PM

Tuesday, October 20, 2009 ♥.

Bad weatherr ):

Lecture started at 9 this morning and ended at around 10. so, we've got 4hrz of break. went to tm mac for lunchh with the usual clique and chit chatt about. then went back to school. the weather was freaking bad, and im hating it like hell.. im gonna fall sick soon, i guess? in and out of the aircon classes. im having flu and sore throat already, feeling so emo you know ~ i dont wanna fall sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ):

Oh yeahh, and todayy. school was promoting the Halloween event @ Sentosa. and pple make up like you know the Japanese soldier and Potianak and came into our lecture hall. wakaooz, damn disgusting. but, the main point is not this.. the main point is, after the lecture, we all went outside. me and penguin was talking, then half way she shouted and ran.. so i turned and saw the Japanese soldier then i shout and ran then he ran after me you know! LIKE WTF! i ran to my classmates and hideeee like... and everyone who saw that was laughing at me. penguin said that i was v funny when i ran, i like cartoon. what shitsxzx!?

And, we were thinking if to go to that Halloween haunted house @ Sentosa. the tickets are priced at $16 if we get it in school by 22nd. jiong said that it wud be fun if many many many pple go. but.......... im scaredd you know ~ i mean seriously... they really look disgusting, and real.. i've yet to consider, and i doubt mummy and daddy will approve. but....

weeeheeeeeee, so sweeeeetttttttttt [:

do you think i can handle this....

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Left @ 10/20/2009 09:05:00 PM

Monday, October 19, 2009 ♥.

First day of school was..

Quite screwed. first lesson was 3hrz of comskills, and near half the class had only 1 cds and our course requires us to take 2 cds this sem. so, we all went down to get our cds done during 9plus near 10am, which was half way thru the lesson. and.. we ended up queuing and waiting for our turn all the way till we missed the whole comskills tutorial, and heard that he was fuming like crazy. but advisors told us to stay cause cds are more impt. the tcher is screwed or advisors or us or the school system? nwayz, i managed to get jap as my second cds. so, well.. what more can i still say? [:

Then, to macroecons lec. didn't knew what the lecturer was saying, but.. he was kinda cute. i mean, he is funny. the way he talks and present, pple were laughing and laughing. shall start listening from the next lec onwards. then, to U-Art lec with syahirah and songwen. at first, i thought that my tutorial class was the same as jac and i was happy like crazy! but.. it turns out that i've got it wrong. im alone in that damn T05 class. i dont have the feel to make new friends you know, i dont like to be alone. sad sad sad ~ emo for life ):

So, now.. im kinda tired. a little exhausted, fell asleep for a while during U-Art lec just now. eyelids were super heavyy you know! the weather is so damnn f today, makes me feel so emo, U-Art........ U-Art..... if only penguin cud take this cds, i wont be so lonely already. ): ): ): ): ):

Mensaaaaaa 2222222222 [:

Cute OR Cute? HAHAHAHA!

Handsomeeeeee Boyyyyyyy [:

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Left @ 10/19/2009 09:22:00 PM

Sunday, October 18, 2009 ♥.

Photos were BOOMZ.

Hehh! got out yesterday with valerie and my family. went shopping in the afternoon while waiting for jarod's music class to end. then took train to city hall, had lunch and walked to marina floating bay for "The Great Singapore-Sing-Along" event. daddy was involved so we had 4 tickets free for that concert. nwayz, it was quite fun singing along with the whole crowd. but all the songs were older songs, but.. still you'll know how to sing along. the scenery there was like, superb you know! v got feel ahhhh, hahaha!

And we took many many many photos. the lighting were all v nice.. and valerie kept taking my photos cause she got addicted taking photos for me. HAHAHA! soundds so gayyy can? but nwayz, it was really fun. and i saw the sunset there, v nice you know ~ *hinthint* hahaha! and got home at 1plus, bathed and slept. and.. in less than a few hours, school's starting! and needa go do the cds thingy, the thought of it makes me so siansxz. alrightt [:

Addictedd to photo-taking! hehh.

valerie jarod jying [:

weeheehee, miss miss miss a handsome boyyy ^^

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Left @ 10/18/2009 08:50:00 PM

Friday, October 16, 2009 ♥.

Funnnnn Dayyyy [:

Went out this afternoon with my dearest kawaii sister. she was like super cute lah. this morning i recieved her text so she asked wanna meet what time 1230 can anot. so i replyed her saying we meet at 3 cause im still sleeping now, and she replyed "haha okay ~ so wanna meet 1230 not?" my mind was full of question marks -.- before i managed to reply, she called. then i asked her what she talking about, then she keep laughing.. CUTE RIGHT?! lol, in the end.. i decided to meet her at 1. her mission succeeded. what shitsxzsx. hehh!

So, went to have lunch at mac then bought her mummy's present then to white sands and take neoprints. HAHAHA! omgg, so gayy. hehe. its like.. so long since we took neoprints. then, we took twice. like kids like thatt, hehh! went back to tampines. bought food and went to the nearby park to eat and chat there. walked back home after that, totally fun. bonding time ~ so long since we went out alone. if neh was there it wud have been perfect. hehh! and that yingxiu dumb head also. and jessica. and.. hahaha all lah can!? ^^

tmr gonna see valerie, damn siansxzs. HAHAHA!

hehh, we so sweet hor? lang man ~ ^^

someone is gonna sing me many many songs. hehh!

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Left @ 10/16/2009 10:05:00 PM

Thursday, October 15, 2009 ♥.

Screwed timetable.

Timetable's out today, went to check. and me and penguin got the same cds, but i dont know what cds was that.. U-Art!? whatttttshitsxzsxsx man. but nwayz, at first we felt okay till we got really bored and went searching for other pple's timetable and realized majority got jap as their cds. then we started complaining and complaining. haahahahaa! whatever it is, school's gonna start in just a few days time. the thought of me makes me so shag.. haha, oh yeahh. heard that, monday's a holiday. issit true? does that mean we go back to school on tuesday instead? [:

i spent my night thinking..
at least, i concluded that you really loved me.
be it the now or not, it isn't as important anymore.
as long as i know, you once loved me.
perhaps you'll read this, im firm with my decision
and i know, who and what i want for myself.
i know my own feelings and i know who i like now.
its not a mistaken feel, because i've thought over many times.
im happy with my life now and im contented with it.
thanks for the good intentions [:

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Left @ 10/15/2009 10:20:00 PM

Wednesday, October 14, 2009 ♥.

5 daysxzx left..

Left with fiveeee days, and back to school. feel so reluctanttttttttt! feel like having holidays everyday. hahaha! nwayz, thats just a dumb wish. okay so, met with valerie today then went to watch the guys play bdmt. and dinner at foodcourt, then lastly home. [:

Okay, no plans for tmr.. i guess? oh! i guess i remember having plans tmr evening already. nwayz, left with friday and no other days to get out to have some fun. feel kinda emo, i've yet to go to alot of places you see. nvermind, shall wait for the next holidays to come! gonna chiongggg studies when school reopens, jitao whack only. horr classmates?! hehh! okokay, nothing else to say already. byebye guys ~

Okay, i've decided, i wont change my choice anymore. [:

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Left @ 10/14/2009 11:27:00 PM

Tuesday, October 13, 2009 ♥.

Exhausted..

Just got up not long ago, which means i've slept for about 13 hours. wonderfulllllllllllll ~ hahhaa! was really tired last night but after bathing i felt alright and was talking to valerie on the phone for a while. ended the call at 12plus, and.. surprisingly, went into coma soon after. nwayz, im now replenished. but, just a little dead in the brain still. hehh!

Yesterday was... like totally awesomeeeeee to the max. because i dont know how to explain it and shud i say that im lucky or unlucky. and, it was v tiring cause we shudn't take that path, hahaha! okay, thanks to that someone for you know, everything. hahaha! and.. yeahhh that's it. shant elaborate anymore, since theres too many unglam acts and it was meant to be secret. alrighhtttttt, whateverssxzxzs. im left with 6 days of holidays. kinda, not really excited for school now. maybe because my brain's not working currently, okay i dont know what im talking already. so.. im going off now okay? goodbyeeee guys [:

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
sweetness x 1ooooo

nothing was ever fair from the start..

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Left @ 10/13/2009 01:28:00 PM

Sunday, October 11, 2009 ♥.

valerie is cute to the max todayy!

Nwayz, this crazzzzieeee womannnn is cuteee to the max today. i wont say why, i promised not to. hehe! but she super kawaiii. kawaii until i dont know how to explain you know ~ i told her i'll blog about her today and she said that she will shy. whattheshitsxzx, who believe!? i then dont believe she will shy lor.. but, main point is.. she is damn cute today! HAHAHAHA! i will only long long say she cute one time, or else she will be v actionsxzsxzs. hehe [:

Andddd. nothing interesting happened today, but.. i woke up at 2 this afternoon, my wonderful sunday was half gone already! yeahhh. last week of holidays already, shall see how im gonna spend it.. more sleep? more fun? hehhh i've not decided. kan zhe ban ^^

Im waiting to slack with this crazy womam after her Os.
I bet she'd be happy like mad to see this post xD

Im feeling quite happy today!

because of my past wrongdoings,
im trying hard to do as much as i can to mend it.
i cherished it, because i've lost it once..
yet, im no longer being myself infront anymore.
now, i just feel like living for myself....

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Left @ 10/11/2009 09:55:00 PM

Saturday, October 10, 2009 ♥.

Berryy Gudd Flendds.

Recieved marilyn's text last night and made me super high and happy! she is my primary school's best friend till now, she is the only one i still closely kept contact with even though we're not from the same class during P5 & P6. at that moment when i got her text, i felt a kinda of warmth in my heart. it was like, no matter how long we dont have time to contact with each other or meet up, but the second we talked we'll get super happy and all those mushy words would come out from us. yet, no awkwardness at all. nwayz, she's taking her Os this year. i hope she'll do well! im waiting to meet up with her after her exams. i missed those times we spent tgt ~ okayyy im so gayyy. hehh!

Okay, and school's reopening in another week. so fast so fast, suddenly wished that i had another month of holidays for me to spend again. i love everything about holidays, outings and sleepings and playings and laughings. but, school aint that bad either. i'll get to see my adorable classmates! alrighhhhttttttt ~ shall spend next week in fun hopefully ^^

im trying hard to earn kachingsxzsx to buy someone overr!
how sweet am i, totallyyyy ~ HAHAHA! ^^

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Left @ 10/10/2009 09:55:00 PM

Friday, October 09, 2009 ♥.

Kenny's 17th [:

Met with valerie last afternoon first to complete our present for kenny. but this lazy woman slept in my house.im so nice not to wake her up, hahhhahaha! yeahh, went to seoul garden last night for dinner to celebrate kenny's birthday. nwayz, had fun talking and chatting about almost everything we did and our stupidity in secondary school life. was laughing like super loud like mad woman. hehhs! then went arcade and watch the guys playing para para and dance. i shant elaborate on it.. hahahaha, sounds so bad. yeahh, but today's the actual day and im dedicating this post to my son. so nice of me to do this. hahaha!

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY KENNY! ^^

stay happy always ahhh! hope you enjoyed the simple dinner celebration last night with us. after all these, shud be got double back the happiness i owe you last year already hor? hahaha! nwayz, cant wait for next outing with ah nai they all. hehhs, find your girlf for mummy to see soon, remember to be happy !

life is so beautiful now, dont sucks at all! righhht someone?
HEHE! so sweeet leyyyyyy ^^

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Left @ 10/09/2009 06:10:00 PM

Thursday, October 08, 2009 ♥.

Sorry for not updating yesterday, was busy and yeahh didn't had time to update my blogg. nwayz, it was bird's birthday yesterday, was thinking to update blog so i cud wish one whole post for him.. and i didn't went to his birthday celebration, cudn't make it cause i had something on as well. feel sorry about it! =/

Nwayz, met valerie at tm yesterday afternoon to buy materials for someone's birthday present, like.. you know you know? then came back to my house and went to see the guys play badminton at the cc while we did our stuffs then like that lor.. hahaha!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BIRDDYY RAYY !
my jiaooest brother, jiaoo to the max that one!
stay happy ahhh, find a pretty girlf sooon. hehhhs [:

someone so sweeet & owes me 2 things in total now ^^

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Left @ 10/08/2009 01:02:00 PM

Tuesday, October 06, 2009 ♥.

Try smiling ^^

Im updating now cause im going out in the evening later on. but.. i've nothing much to talk about. oh yeah! i was supposed to be turned in at 3plus last night already, but... i cudn't and the feeling was damn irritating, only managed to sleep when it was nearing 5am, and i got up at 11plus 12 this afternoon, that's not v nice. =/

Nwayz, 13 more dayssxzxzx left of holidays! i cant wait to go back to school, yet at the same time feeling restless to get back to schooling. because, i'll have to sleep early & wake up early & study.. well study is alright, but PROJECTSSXZX! holy mama, i dont like it to the max man ~ okay, i shall stop my complainings. its birddyyy's birthday tmr and 2 more dayz to kenny's birthday celebration! hehhhhh! so many october babies. hahhh!

nwayz, my life dont sucks anymore..
all thanks to someone, am i right? HAHAHAHA!

actually.. im aware of everything. [:

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Left @ 10/06/2009 04:07:00 PM

Monday, October 05, 2009 ♥.

Dang dang dang.

Got up at 10plus 11 today, met with valerie at mac and had lunch. Mcspicyyyyyyyyyy! hehhhs, so so so long since i've had mac ever since the holidayys. then came over to my house, sang and chatted and now, she is studying and im playing my laptop, how cool! and im looking at her struggling with Emaths trigo. i still remember some of them, but only some. hahaha! and i've got the urge to start doing Emaths, how crazy, hehh!

Nwayz, im watching Heroes now. i've got nothing better to do, so i shall start watching dramas again. weehheeehee ~ and i realized, school's reopening the week after next! so fasttttttttt. im determined to chiong the next sem and i cant wait to get my hands on studies. hahaha, im crazyyy. currently, v crazy indeed! heehee.

Epicccccc Photo! hehh!

so lovinggggg lehhh, i like ~ hehhe! ^^

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Left @ 10/05/2009 08:49:00 PM

Sunday, October 04, 2009 ♥.

For every minute you're angry,

you lose sixty seconds of happiness..

Love doesn't make the world go round.

Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

-Franklin P. Jones

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Left @ 10/04/2009 01:45:00 PM

Saturday, October 03, 2009 ♥.

Time is too slow for those who wait,

Too swift for those who fear,

Too long for those who grieve,

Too short for those who rejoice,

But for those who love,

Time is eternity.

-Henry Van Dyke

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Left @ 10/03/2009 03:40:00 PM

Friday, October 02, 2009 ♥.

How much it takes.

Weather's not good today.... its burning, and i dont like it at all. nwayz, was really tired today, thus got up at 1 this afternoon, but i dont know why im so exhausted. till now, i haven practise my keyboard and singing at all. no feel to do so ~ emoemoemo. haha but still, gotta get on with it later on. another 2 weeks plus to school reopening, hmm....

adecisionalossachoiceaperfectending. [:

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Left @ 10/02/2009 04:04:00 PM

Thursday, October 01, 2009 ♥.

Stubborn Sweetheart.

Caught Phobia2 this afternoon at century square. Phobia2 was quite nice, especially the last story. laughed like what the f shitsxzx okkkk! hahaha! but some of the stories were like damn gross, yucks like...... nwayz, hofung is v man. he takes the popcorn box to cover his eyes xD

Nwayz, had dinner at tm foodcourt, then penguin went to cotton on and bought one shirt and lastly home. and on the way home, i saved an idiot's life, tsktsk. im so great, he shud be v honoured by now [:

sometimes, i wonder...

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Left @ 10/01/2009 09:21:00 PM